I’m officially 30! I feel thankful and at the same time a little sad that we’re really getting older. My tooth hurts and I think I’ll have another tooth pulled. I have not visited the dentist yet. I hope I’ll finally do it tomorrow, or maybe I’ll just do it today.
I’m not sure why I can’t decide yet, is it because it’s painful or is it because I have to pay for it. I won’t pay to be in pain. I really hated thinking about it and I’d probably just suffer from pain. I can actually have it for free, I’m just too lazy to do it, maybe I just needed someone to drag my foot to walk at the dentist.
Sometimes, I just don’t have the motivation to do the things I must do. I’m always making my toothache as an excuse to stay in bed, but refuses to go to the dentist to have my tooth extracted. What kind of laziness is this? I have a lot of things to do, and nothing gets done yet since my 30th birthday.
That day was fine, I was sleepy and yet we manage to eat outside, thanks to them who have chosen to celebrate it with me. We had some pizza and some lasagna; then we had a drink, enough to put us to sleep but I just got out from bed since Aug. 16, 2023. Two nights in bed, doing nothing; watching “Yang Yang” movies for whole night.
That was really weird. It was also very unusual; it’s probably because I took 2 days vacation leave. I have no idea how to spend it; it’s been raining and I couldn’t go on camping. I have no budget for short travels either; I have already travelled last week.
Forcing thing is just not good; but I hope I can breath better now. Maybe after this false tooth gets extracted. I really hate feeling sleepy too, I must get up, get out and do something productive. I really hope that after writing this short post, I will do something. I hope I’ll just do it, and I’ll just stop making excuses. Please pray for me 😀
Climbing, Rocks! 