We are celebrating end of April as the best month of every year since it’s the month when our dreams came true! Meeting them was not a coincidence, it was a blessing. Someone called us, someone redirected us back soon as we’re ready.
I almost forgot, I once dreamed of being one with that Big Circle! I was so scared that I couldn’t walk in and ended up just seeing how it goes until I found something similar. I stayed for awhile but deep within me I knew that I’m ready to come out anytime I am called to be in that place I belong.
April 2024, we celebrated our 1st anniversary; a reminder of how blessed we are to have each other, specially me. Everyone offers different kind of treatment that strengthens me in so many ways; the challenge was there; the support was there. I feel welcomed and at peace, knowing that I’m with the right hands, right environment and right people.
Everything happened for a reason; no regrets, just having fun learning and passing. Hopefully, we will have our own big success in the coming years. I pray that we will remain supportive of each other, understanding of our emotions and being there to always lift up each other no matter how hard things could become.
I’m definitely blessed to have met everyone who were nice to me and made me feel like I belong; that I’m amazing at some point. I must keep on improving myself, until my success will make sound of itself and will shut off devils like it’s automatic. If it doesn’t shut off yet, then I’ll keep on improving myself until I will shine so bright and they will eventually lose power over me.
When darkness became so dark and you think that no one is with you, remember the light; remember to keep your heart open for change; welcome them as they return. After all, they have the choice, they can change. Sometimes, you have to walk alone in order for others to have options.
You have to be strong for yourself, you have to stand on your own, you have to shine by focusing on your inner light; respect yourself by setting boundaries; saying NO to respect your privacy, your peace, and your security.
Disappoint others if that needs to be done. If your kindness and friendliness is being taken as a weakness, then you’re dealing with a wrong person; walk away and do it solo but keep your heart open for the thankful and respectful people because devils are liars, they just sound right but they’re not.
“I kept my mind and heart open for change; that’s how I found what I’m looking for. Do not force things, if it’s meant to be, there’s a way; if it’s meant to be, it will go your way.”
We were searching for a restaurant but that restaurant won’t be open until 11. We changed our mind and moved on; we couldn’t wait for an hour, it’s so hot this summer and the environment doesn’t seem tidy. We went to the nearest mall instead; it’s cold inside, it’s clean, we had so many options.
If we weren’t open for change, we wouldn’t have enjoyed the whole day. Everything was unplanned, but we ended up having fun at world of fun, checking for movies and not forcing ourselves just to have something to watch even if we don’t really like it. We did not settle for less.
Instead, we moved on and decided to buy ourselves some good stuffs instead of paying for that movie ticket. Same pattern goes with how I was able to find my new shoes. I was about to give up because I couldn’t find the best walking shoes, but I saw Decathlon Billboard on our way home, which reminds me of my hobbies! So We changed direction and searched decathlon. Viola! A long long wish granted. I had it planned with someone else but I sensed something fishy so I turned it down.
Soon as we’re in, I started checking for shoes, but I couldn’t find my size. We stayed a little and look around, we’re just having fun roaming around, checking on prices and wanting lots of things; I want to buy all those stuffs, but I was there to buy shoes. While we are deciding if I’m going to get the jacket or not, weighing down pros and cons; I found the shoes my size! It was very unexpected. We found each other while I was not looking. I was looking at other things, and the shoe my size appeared right in front of me like magic.
It was when I have already decided not to buy shoes because I couldn’t find the right size for me, that that shelves appeared! Okay, I’m overreacting! I’m just saying that if it’s meant for you, it will show up right in front of you and you will have no hesitations, you’ll be able to choose the best fitted on you.
Buy only things that’s going to be of service to you. If you like it because of the looks and not of its use, then you made a wrong choice. What’s with the looks if it’s not serving you. What’s with the looks if it’s hurting you and not really helping. Like that hat, it’s too thin, it’s only for design not to protect my head from the sun.
Same goes with marrying someone: chose someone who can protect. Even if it’s risky, do it anyway. We don’t marry for looks, we marry for the security/protection. Maybe hiding is no longer working, maybe revealing something to the world and being proud of it keeps us safe.
Remember to keep your heart open; unless of course if you don’t want responsibility, you’ll really hide in order for you to be free; but did you know that taking responsibility is freedom?
Climbing, Rocks! 