Sometimes, you just have to accept the gifts that you already have and make use of it in order to get to where you want to be. If you want to meet and work with the best, then “Do it”, be the best.
If you want to be surrounded by the best people, then “Do it”, be the best version of you. You have to do the right thing, in order to step up then of course get everything you want, give yourself the approval you needed.
If you want to be with the specific type of people then do it! Just do it! Step up! Never give up on your dreams, of becoming the best version of yourself. You already have it in you, you just have to decide to really do it; I’m telling you, just do it.
That fear will only be gone, if you have decided not to make use of it anymore; and if you stop making it as an excuse or a hindrance to be your best self. Just don’t let this control you, “the fear of losing” because not trying because of fear will really lost you something.
And giving up due to to fear of losing will really lose that thing; so if you want to keep it, then you have to do it. You
Climbing, Rocks! 