Never looked down, always look up; and remember to let yourself laugh out loud

I learned the importance of not looking down on my first Skydrop ride at Danasan Eco Adventure Park. I was panicking a bit while trying to release the gear holding me up! Not because it’s too high but because I looked down.

The staffs were excited to see me drop while I was panicking because I couldn’t release the gear! “I’m stuck! Just pull me back!” I was so scared, but I kept on trying anyway. So I did it! Some people may not find it exciting, but for me it was so panicking, my foot and hands were shaking.

“Just shout!” That’s Mr. staff told me, so I did after dropping; I was like a crying baby, but it was so worth it anyway. I am so proud of my adventures instead of my achievements. I’m not sure why, but I think it’s because I didn’t have to pressure myself, I just have to have fun!

I kept on laughing when trying something new because it’s funny to fail. Winning is exciting if you’re competing with a team, but if you’re alone it’s equivalent to nothing; you’ll be sad and not celebrating. So if you want to go solo and still be happy, stop competing, start enjoying and learning.

“Laughing is okay.” This is the lesson I learned from someone who cares. She cares and that’s awesome. She kept my things twice already and retrieved it safe from her hands. First was my tumbler and second was my phone; I couldn’t thank them enough for their kindness. I learned to trust my things with them.

“Healing is just around the corner and meeting people like her is a blessing. It seems like they can spot my weakness and can also pull me up.”

I told her that I like to laugh but something is stopping me; and it’s about my fear of being angered and blamed of disrespecting them if I laugh. I got it wrong in the past, laughing is not disrespecting specially if you’re laughing about the situation, “Thanks to BTS Jhope” for teaching me that. Thanks to this Lady for reminding me that I’m just laughing at the situation so it’s okay to laugh.

So here’s what happened, “One day, I came home to my Grandmother’s house; my grandfather is sitting near the door; soon as I get into the door, my grandfather farted, “Phew”. It was so funny hearing the sound of the fart. When I checked on my grandfather’s face, it’s as if nothing happened. It sounds so funny for me, I was laughing at the fart but I was so scared my grandfather would be angry because he’s so serious.

I did all my best to stop myself from laughing because I care so much about my grandfather’s feelings, “He might feel like I have disrespected him if he knows I was laughing so hard at the backdoor. I couldn’t come out because I couldn’t stop laughing everytime I see his face outside the door.

I feel like peeing already by that time, so I have to stop both my laugh and my urge to pee; just because I care so much about my grandfather feeling disrespected if he will see me laugh; but question is, would he even care if he caught me laughing? Before, I thought he would, but looking back at the situation now, “He wouldn’t, because he wouldn’t know I’m laughing at his fart not unless I’ll tell him.”

So just laugh out loud if you wanted to and never ever hold back because only you who cares about the situation, they don’t πŸ₯΄. Same with making honest mistakes makes people laugh, just laugh with them, “it’s okay, climbing the rocks, city in the ocean, as well as making dragons and exotic animal.”

Um, life is amazing! “I laughed with them, I know my grandpa would have done the same.” Sometimes, being stupid makes people happy and that’s the most important thing above all things, “When you’re surrounded by happy people.” Please laugh out loud, it’s so healing.

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Hi! I'm Roselyn! I'm a dreamer, bound to face all my fears, traumas, etc. I have been through shit, running away from my bliss. I've had enough and decided to just be myself. No more hiding, sunshine!

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