Yesterday, I bought a book about healing anxiety. Another push from a good friend! I’m simply lucky to have them still, to be in contact with them despite our differences in so many ways.
I also claimed my kits for “Waterfront-Waterfront” love run, 2024! I will be there no matter what. 21km run was a goal I set for me last year. I may not be ready now but I will be ready soon as I started.
One doesn’t have to be 100% ready to start; your first step will prepare you to the next steps; so keep going and trust that you will learn it, even if there’s no easy way. Thinking about it makes me feel excited! I want to see how will I perform; I want to see if I’ll be able to finish it before the cut-off time.
It will be a huge success if I’ll be able to earn my medal, to reminisce my childhood joy of receiving medals. I may not be the runner that will receive that special medal but at least I will earn mine. The process will help me train my mind to finish what I have started because the joy in achieving goals is incomparable.
I often felt the laziness of washing my clothes just by thinking of washing forever; but I started it anyway, and soon as I finished it, I felt relieved, I thought it’s going to take forever. I often finished after an hour. Had I procrastinated and did it for a later time whenever I’m in the mood, I wouldn’t have finished it earlier and it will mess up my other schedules, like “going out to eat Banana Cue” haha. I really think it’s something big.
So, obviously, my thoughts were playing with me; it’s wondering looking for reasons “Not to do it”. But soon as I made up my mind to finally do it, thoughts changed; it’s feeding me with many reasons to start now, even suggesting me of things to do to cheer me up while washing; like watching documentaries or listening to it like a radio.
Never let thoughts wonder; decide now!
Climbing, Rocks! 