New Way (take only what resonates)

To the cousins who doesn’t know how to say sorry.

To the cousins who have been given mercy but doesn’t know how to say thank you.

To his family who are always faking me, to everyone close to this man.

I am daring you to leave me behind. I am fine, I am always fine.

Please leave! You’re no longer needed. I thought you needed something so I have mercy over you.

But now I know you’re actually faking it all since the day I’ve met you.

Please leave, you are no longer needed. I have given you mercy already, but what have you done to me.

Even if you will be feeded grapes and all the good things in the universe you will still kill just like the other cousins.

So please leave, you are no longer needed. You want to be my servant? You are not accepted.

No one will accept you, because you are snake biting your own master.

You have been helped I thought you needed help, but when you’re strong enough you have only show me the wrong way.

Killing me from behind, you think I didn’t know a thing.

Someone’s watching you, someone knows you from behind. Someone sees you, someone is watching you.

My dearest friend betrayed by this ugly cousin, being trusted but being bitten behind.

Oh dearest black magician who wants to kill me from behind, will no longer have face to face me because of the deeds they have done to me.

Leave! Just leave! You are no longer needed.

You have no longer served me. You have only belittled me. Oh my God, I am blinded by this, I am not seeing this coming.

Just leave, you are no longer needed. I am now capable of doing everything on my own.

I am not a cripple, I am just an actor. You are not needed, I just have mercy over you. But I am fine you know?

I am just acting as if I needed something, so that I can serve you. But I will put this charm to an end, it is time to show them who the real master is.

I have learned something, I have seen this thing clearly as it seems. My door is always open for you to leave.

I hope you won’t return, do not return. Just leave okay? I am fine, I am totally fine. I have to show them I am, so that they will become my servant so that I will have the reason to serve them back.

But what they did to me is nothing, something I can get from anybody around. Just leave, you are not needed.

I am always here to stand my way, these people no longer needed me. They’re adults, fucking adults who just want to serve me even if I am no longer needing them in anyway.

I must stand up above. I must show them I cannot give up, I must show them I can stand on my own without them.

I know I am not needed, just like they’re not needed, just leave! I can do it on my own. I am not a cripple, I am an intelligent human being, who can make money on my own.

I’ve got everything, I don’t need any servant from a family just so I can help them.

I am actually fine, I have so much friends around, I have all the opportunities behind. I have everything in place somewhere.

I am fine, who said I am not. I am all grown up, since the day I was born. I have decided to walk on my own, to cook for my own, to work on my own, to be myself like my friends does.

I am fine, I know I am fine. The servants made me feel weak, made me feel useless and a hypocrite.

I am fine, I don’t need a servant, it’s time for me to shine and succeed so I can share it to the world who are badly in need.

I am being called to help more, to those who are willing to value me and accept for who I am and what I am.

I am called to be with those people who are always happy around me. I am called to shine the world and share my success with my team members.

I am who I am, I will become who I want to be. I will be me. I will ask the devils to leave me. I don’t need servants around. I am fine, I am fine.

I can cook on my own, I can make money on my own now. I do not need security, so I will open a new way.

Making way with Union bank is another way for me. A secret fund for travels, a secret fund for me. I hope BPI will make home for me. I will slowly work on it. I will make my travel funds open for my housing plan as well.

Cebuana will be for my charms, beautiful stones and decorations on my way. For my house designs. I don’t need a big house, I just need a house full of good memories and dreams that will soon be fulfilled.

With people that I want to be, with friends who are always with me, and with the unlimited communities I am a part in this journey.

I will be happy to see the best part of me. Of course my salary will stay inside my unlimited source of income. I will be sharing it to different banks to be utilize by the community.

This time, I will be opening up many doors for me, not just one but many. I will open many bank accounts for fun. To create a huge amount of funds.

A new way for me.

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP :; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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