Relax (take what resonates)

I can relax, I know I can. I believe I can.
I will be taking lessons, different lessons.
Something new relaxes me, that’s the key.
Taking a different degree, other than that degree.
I will be taking extra free skills from the Government, I will not stop myself.

Even if they have suggested to stop myself from studying, and succeeding more.
But their suggestions remain a suggestion.
That’s up to their own family to follow it.
She’s got a daughter to follow everything he would say.
But not me, stay away from me.

I’ll do what I want, just stop interrupting my better life.
I am heading the right way, I know I am.
They are no longer going to influence me.
I am going the other way, I will be free.
Even if they’re feeling close to me, I will be able to make my own way without them near me.

I am heading the other way, in search of my husband to be.
I will stay away from this devil who’s trying to get close to me.
I am waking up to this reality that their closeness are so dangerous, it will create disaster or shameful deeds.
I must go on my way, away from the people I once knew.

It’s so cool to relax knowing that you can choose who you want to be.
I can shift my thoughts, I can always shift my thoughts.
I will choose the right way for me, something new, something different from me.
It will be something opposite, something unlikely to be my partner in crime.

It is time for a new world, a new breed, something different.
It is time for new species, it’s time for new beginnings.
No more craziness, no more bullying, no more acting.
It’s time to take that new path different from this devils path.
Different from this path, who’s always talking to me so loudly, specially when I am not doing something new everyday.

Published by Roselyn

Hi! I'm Roselyn! The first and only daughter of my father. He's a farmer and I am so proud of him for raising me and accepting me as his own. I believe that Broken families are meant to be broken for good. As a product, I always feel in-secured about family coz I think I don't have one and I am left alone; but the truth is, I still have them, they just went separate ways and I just have to accept that and move on. It's my only insecurity, I have no place to call my home coz my parents doesn't have one. They're broken after all. I'm going to make a family and it will start with me.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: