Abandonment

I have been abandoned since the very beginning of time.
I cannot see my mother, so my best friend gave me a mirror.
She told me, look in the mirror, you will see your mother.
Your mother is also curly, curly like yours.
You’re wondering where is your mother now?
Look in the mirror and you will see her in there.

Take care of your mother okay? She deserves to be loved in all her ways.
If you’re still wondering where your mother is, just look in the mirror and you will see her there.
No it’s not me, it’s you. Do it for yourself.
Just do it for you. You have to learn to look at the mirror.
You will find yourself there. I am just a friend.
I also have my own mother, that is also in the mirror.

I learned how to look at my mother in the mirror, because I have no one to look up to, I deserve to be the best in all my ways.
I deserve to love my husband, I deserve to be loved.
If I couldn’t find my father, I just look at my husbands face who’s having fun making fun with me.

He can sing, he can tell stories, he can sway, he can have fun with me.
I am so proud of him like super.
I have been with my husband, he’s been my superhero.
Although, I still miss my mother, I’ll just look at the mirror and say, my mother is beautiful like me.
Or, I will just act like I am oldie to see my mom.

If I will be myself when I wanted to be me.
I will grow up now and plan for me.
My mom will allow me, because she knew me since I was very young.
My mother is me and I am so happy.
I will love my husband because that’s what my mother wants me to be.

My name is Rosie, My mothers name is Roselyn Mina.
I am happy to love my husband now instead of my father to be.
My husband is amazing, he can dance, he can cook, he can do a lot of things. He’s a good singer and a good English writer.
He’s a good researcher and a good leader.
He’s a poet and a great teacher. He read a lot of English books, understand it until he became fluent with it.

He reads with understanding, then speak with confidence.
My husband is amazing. He’s so good at everything.
He talked to me fluently in English now.
Even if I am still not good in Korean-English, I am still learning English-Korean.
I am loved in all my ways, even if I am still far away from him.

I am still building up myself, I am still healing from the old me.
I will be growing up with me, I will be happy to see the best of me.
My mother is me, and I am so happy.
I will love my husband now, because I love me. I love the mother me.
I am Rosie, my husband us secret K.

Sorry cannot tell the truth because it’s confidential.
I care about my mother, I still have to help her become the best she can be, I’ll do it for me.
Roselyn Mina is my best friend, I will allow her to be loved and accepted in all her ways, I’ll do it for me.

I am still using her name not my real name because she’s amazing in all her ways.
But I am Rosie, my real name is Roselyn Mina.

Welcome to my site, everybody.

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