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It’s time to show that pain instead of hide it because of shame.
It’s time to show this pain to keep my heart open.
It’s time to show this pain for me to be healed by my angels.
Let’s show this pain for me to give birth to the new me.

It’s time to show my pain instead of shame. It’s time to walk away from this pain so I must stay away from them.
It’s time to let the Universe know of my pain so they will be gentle with me because they can also feel pain.
The pain of being rejected and the pain of being angered.
The pain of being put to shame and the pain of being put on fire.
The pain of abandonment, and the pain of not being listened to, nor being respected.

The pain of being hurt by the people who look at me ivilly.
It’s the time to face my reality and let go of these people who’s harming me.
They will only see pain whenever they will think of me.
I will be bearing all the pain, the world cannot resist, but will face that pain because I am here.

I will show them nothing but pain.
No shame but pain.
They will feel that pain everytime they’ll think of me.
There will be silence whenever I think of pain.
I will embody this pain, because I am pain.
I am pain, that’s what shame is trying to hide from me.
I am pain, that’s how shame protects me. But I have to tell the truth that I am in pain.
I am pain, I am.

Even if my enemies will shame me, I will still show them pain, they cannot resist until they stop thinking about me.
I am pain, that’s what I am.
I am pain, that’s who I am.
My name is pain. I am pain.
I am in pain.

I will show you nothing but pain.
No mercy but pain.
You will see it now, all the pain in my past lives.
You will see it now all the pain that anxiety and depression is hiding.
I am in pain, I will be blessed because I am pain.
I will accept my pains, I will choose pain.
Pain over shame. Pain over depression, pain over anxiety.

I am in pain, she will always be pain so that she will keep on transforming into someone she’s meant to be.
A lot of rebirth, a lot of pain, a lot of lessons to learn.
So it’s showtime of all my pains.
I have to show them all my pains instead of my angst and my shame.

No more suppressants, just sing, sway, and smile. Sleep if you want but always acknowledge pain wherever you go.
Pain not only induce healing.
Pain also induce rebirth of that new you.
Show them pain. Show them truth.
Show them everything. It’s time to face pain, instead of shame.

It’s better to walk in pain, than walk away in shame.
It’s time to show pain, to induce healing.
It’s time to stop acting and refusing.
It’s time to show pain wherever I go, they will feel that pain, up to them how to handle them.
They’d either be gentle with me or be cruel to me even if I am in pain.

It’s time to keep showing pain, that’s what keeps me healing.
It’s time to show pain to these people who are always betraying me.
Just show them pain and walk away.
Show them pain and walk away.
Show them pain of being unattended and not being heard, then you can wait.
Let’s see what, let’s see what, let’s see how they can heal us.

You can’t really heal if you won’t show that pain.
That pain of hunger, and that pain of craving and that pain of not being attended by their calls.
That pain of not being entertained, that pain of being ignored and that pain of being in slaved.
That pain of being ignored of all my needs.
That pain of being controlled and manipulated.
That pain of being gossiped about my shame.
That pain of being gossiped about being poor and being illiterate like I am nothing.
That pain of being useless to the eyes of my family.
That pain of being unable to give money for the family.

I will show this pain of being unable to give because I have nothing left.
I may not be able to give a lot to them, but I can give birth to a new me, who will have everything left for everyone to share.
I know I am giving birth to a new me.
It was so painful and it’s still painful now to give birth to this new man.
It’s too painful to give birth to the new me that is financially abundant, happy, well respected, understood, being appreciated, being loved and being the best in everything that I am.

Giving birth to a new me is so much painful than you think it is.
I have to face a lot of my shadows and a lot of my enemies.
I have to keep giving birth to a new me that’s no longer susceptible to bullying and karma.
I am giving birth to a new me that is happy in all her ways, who can dance, who can sing, who can own a lot and a house.

It’s time to show them that I can.
It’s time to show them that everything is possible.
It’s time to be the leader of the crowd.
It’s time to show a good example.
It’s time to show that life can be normal.
It’s time to show them that I can move on.

I will face this pain, so I can move on.
Out from this pain, is a newborn me, someone beautiful and true.
Someone young at heart, someone who is the leader of the crowd.
Someone who will take charge, and someone who’s prepared for this because he’s old enough.
Someone who will grow because he must grow with me.
We will be growing up together, together in this new journey in my life.

I must be happy to show them that I can, and I can make these things right.
I have to give birth to a new me.
Someone better than this.
Someone who can read, work and listen.
It’s time to grow up into someone who can dance, sing and sway.
I am happy to be me and doing the right thing that I can be.

It’s time to show this pain so it can start healing.

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