It’s time to show that pain instead of hide it because of shame.
It’s time to show this pain to keep my heart open.
It’s time to show this pain for me to be healed by my angels.
Let’s show this pain for me to give birth to the new me.

It’s time to show my pain instead of shame. It’s time to walk away from this pain so I must stay away from them.
It’s time to let the Universe know of my pain so they will be gentle with me because they can also feel pain.
The pain of being rejected and the pain of being angered.
The pain of being put to shame and the pain of being put on fire.
The pain of abandonment, and the pain of not being listened to, nor being respected.

The pain of being hurt by the people who look at me ivilly.
It’s the time to face my reality and let go of these people who’s harming me.
They will only see pain whenever they will think of me.
I will be bearing all the pain, the world cannot resist, but will face that pain because I am here.

I will show them nothing but pain.
No shame but pain.
They will feel that pain everytime they’ll think of me.
There will be silence whenever I think of pain.
I will embody this pain, because I am pain.
I am pain, that’s what shame is trying to hide from me.
I am pain, that’s how shame protects me. But I have to tell the truth that I am in pain.
I am pain, I am.

Even if my enemies will shame me, I will still show them pain, they cannot resist until they stop thinking about me.
I am pain, that’s what I am.
I am pain, that’s who I am.
My name is pain. I am pain.
I am in pain.

I will show you nothing but pain.
No mercy but pain.
You will see it now, all the pain in my past lives.
You will see it now all the pain that anxiety and depression is hiding.
I am in pain, I will be blessed because I am pain.
I will accept my pains, I will choose pain.
Pain over shame. Pain over depression, pain over anxiety.

I am in pain, she will always be pain so that she will keep on transforming into someone she’s meant to be.
A lot of rebirth, a lot of pain, a lot of lessons to learn.
So it’s showtime of all my pains.
I have to show them all my pains instead of my angst and my shame.

No more suppressants, just sing, sway, and smile. Sleep if you want but always acknowledge pain wherever you go.
Pain not only induce healing.
Pain also induce rebirth of that new you.
Show them pain. Show them truth.
Show them everything. It’s time to face pain, instead of shame.

It’s better to walk in pain, than walk away in shame.
It’s time to show pain, to induce healing.
It’s time to stop acting and refusing.
It’s time to show pain wherever I go, they will feel that pain, up to them how to handle them.
They’d either be gentle with me or be cruel to me even if I am in pain.

It’s time to keep showing pain, that’s what keeps me healing.
It’s time to show pain to these people who are always betraying me.
Just show them pain and walk away.
Show them pain and walk away.
Show them pain of being unattended and not being heard, then you can wait.
Let’s see what, let’s see what, let’s see how they can heal us.

You can’t really heal if you won’t show that pain.
That pain of hunger, and that pain of craving and that pain of not being attended by their calls.
That pain of not being entertained, that pain of being ignored and that pain of being in slaved.
That pain of being ignored of all my needs.
That pain of being controlled and manipulated.
That pain of being gossiped about my shame.
That pain of being gossiped about being poor and being illiterate like I am nothing.
That pain of being useless to the eyes of my family.
That pain of being unable to give money for the family.

I will show this pain of being unable to give because I have nothing left.
I may not be able to give a lot to them, but I can give birth to a new me, who will have everything left for everyone to share.
I know I am giving birth to a new me.
It was so painful and it’s still painful now to give birth to this new man.
It’s too painful to give birth to the new me that is financially abundant, happy, well respected, understood, being appreciated, being loved and being the best in everything that I am.

Giving birth to a new me is so much painful than you think it is.
I have to face a lot of my shadows and a lot of my enemies.
I have to keep giving birth to a new me that’s no longer susceptible to bullying and karma.
I am giving birth to a new me that is happy in all her ways, who can dance, who can sing, who can own a lot and a house.

It’s time to show them that I can.
It’s time to show them that everything is possible.
It’s time to be the leader of the crowd.
It’s time to show a good example.
It’s time to show that life can be normal.
It’s time to show them that I can move on.

I will face this pain, so I can move on.
Out from this pain, is a newborn me, someone beautiful and true.
Someone young at heart, someone who is the leader of the crowd.
Someone who will take charge, and someone who’s prepared for this because he’s old enough.
Someone who will grow because he must grow with me.
We will be growing up together, together in this new journey in my life.

I must be happy to show them that I can, and I can make these things right.
I have to give birth to a new me.
Someone better than this.
Someone who can read, work and listen.
It’s time to grow up into someone who can dance, sing and sway.
I am happy to be me and doing the right thing that I can be.

It’s time to show this pain so it can start healing.

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP :; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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