Old beliefs (take what resonates)

I have this old belief that I must really come out.
I hated this old belief I must really come out from this.
I hate my old self I must really come out from this.
I have to accept her for who she is and be with her.
I must face her painful truth, it’s the only way to come out from this.
I know it’s going to hurt me, but I must give birth to a new me.

I know I am still a baby, but I will make sure that I already have everything within me.
It’s coming out with its own time.
I must really own a condo, that’s the only way I can be happy.
But I can be happy now, I just have to trust the whole process.
5 years more before I will move in to my new condo with blue couch, blue everything, that makes my place so magical.

I will be channeling some good vibration to the world, helping the world to become successful.
I will be happy to see the best in me.
I will be happy to see the new me in that new environment and in that new place.
I am on my way, I’ll just have to love my husband, hoping that he will be giving me another chance.

This is the time to give birth to a new wife that is better than it was before.
It’s time to let go of the old thoughts that I keep on holding back just because I am scared of coming out.
This time, I must really consider coming out because it is time to come out from this.
By the way it’s 6! It’s time to come out to clean my self up!

My son Jesus died a long time ago, I have to get back to my husband.
It’s time to let go.

Published by Roselyn

Hi! I'm Roselyn! The first and only daughter of my father. He's a farmer and I am so proud of him for raising me and accepting me as his own. I believe that Broken families are meant to be broken for good. As a product, I always feel in-secured about family coz I think I don't have one and I am left alone; but the truth is, I still have them, they just went separate ways and I just have to accept that and move on. It's my only insecurity, I have no place to call my home coz my parents doesn't have one. They're broken after all. I'm going to make a family and it will start with me.

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