Choose

I will choose my company instead of my cousin.
I will choose my company over cousins acting.
I will choose my company over my course.
I will choose my company over calamity.
I will choose my company over crisis.
I will choose my company over critics.
I will choose my company over a curse.
I will choose my company over karma.

I will choose my company now more than ever, because this is the one that will empower me.
The cousins will only belittle me, just like what they did to me.
I was helping him but he was killing me from behind.
Now is the time to choose my company and my self over this cousin who’s been putting me to shame.

Wow! I will choose my company, my charm, and my chandeliers.
I will choose balance over my brothers.
I will choose destiny over destruction.
I will choose love instead of lies.
I will choose my neighbors instead of Nudeness.
I will choose something new instead of something naive and native.

I will be happy to see the best charms and financial abundance, as well as best friends, best buddies, best soul, best songs, best singers, best careers.
I will choose career over my cousins.
I will choose career over my cousin.
I will choose relaxation instead of resignation.

I will choose a lamp instead of a lie.
I will choose a careers over cousins.
I will choose Caregiving myself instead of my cousins.
I will choose to serve myself instead of my cousins.
I will choose to educate myself instead of my cousins.
I will choose myself instead of my cousins.
I will choose my career instead of my cousins.
I will choose my career instead of my cousins.

I will choose angels over my anger.
I will choose to ask for help instead of being angry just to get help.
I will choose to succeed instead of being in shame.
I will choose to succeed in both my shares 100K Goal to a Million Goal just for fun.
I will choose 7-9 figures shares to this Community. Just for fun! It’s an amazing race, that I’d like to take on.

I will choose to own my own house and a husband instead of a cousin who’s cursing me all the time.
I will choose to turn my back to my destination instead of focusing on the cousins that’s triggering my low self esteem.
I will choose myself over my mother who have been choosing my cousins over me and my brother.
Even if she’s faking it, I will still choose myself.

You have done it already in the past, it is time to keep on choosing myself over somebody else who’s been faking it.
It cannot be change no matter what how much they’re faking it.
It will only get worse over time.
I have already accepted their choice and their decisions.
Although it is painful but I must choose to keep on accepting it and letting go of the pain.

It’s been so painful that she have choosen my cousin over me, her brother instead of my brother.
But this pain is making me the best I can be.
Eventhough they kept on triggering me and making me feel like I am nothing, I must choose a friend for me over a mother who’s been hurting me.
I will choose my friends over a mother who have been belittling me and attempted of killing me and kept my cousin instead.

I have already accepted the fact that she have choosen her brother instead of mine.
It’s been so painful since many years ago.
I have been lied since the day I was born.
I have been rejected and replaced since the day I was born.
Let’s see who’s going to be keeping her in the end now.

In the end, she will be returning back in our arms.
Let’s wait for her to recover, let’s see if the people she once help will help her in the end.
These people will kill her and will only take her money away.
I will be here to welcome her back in my father’s behalf.
But we can only be friends now.

I am getting marrried in the end.

Published by irose

Hi! I'm Roselyn! Username: irose PayPal www.paypal.me/RoselynMina I'm a dreamer, bound to face all my fears, traumas, etc. I have been through shit, running away from my bliss. But I guess, I've had enough that I want to just be myself. *My mother dreamt of something great; I think I am doing it, this time!⛄

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