Eventhough I have been charged of being bad and being gossiped and angered by the people who have been close to me and I am so frustrated about myself because of this crazy people who kept on following me, not to mention they are part of my old family, I have deeply and completely accepted myself.
I realized that even if I am going to become the poorest of the poor they will still belittle me and charge me of whatever they want, so it’s not really because I am rich nor poor that they’re being like that to me, it’s because it is their attitude. That has to be accepted. If you’ve reach the dead end then step back and move on to the right decision.
I have deeply and completely accepted myself so that I can heal myself. It’s only me who can heal me no matter what they would say. It’s only me who can help me, no matter what they say.
If I won’t accept myself, who else will accept me for who I am now, and who else will be there to understand me if I won’t accept me. Who else will comfort me. How can I seek help from my friends if I don’t know what to seek because I didn’t listen to my needs.
I will accept myself, listen to myself and her emotions even if my parents haven’t taught me how to listen. I will now listen to myself and allow myself to talk because who else will listen to her. Who else will know if I won’t listen. Who else can I trust for her but me.
Even though she felt so angry to people who keep on disrespecting her wants and her rights, instead of punishing her, I would accept her as being disrespected, being rejected, being casted away, and being abandoned. I have deeply and completely accepted myself. I will make conscious efforts to listen to my intuition and accept it as it is.
I won’t change anything, I will listen to it and find solution to this problem. I will seek for solution to this emotional problems that I have been carrying since my grandmother’s have began feeling this disappointments, this disapproval, this bondages and this disgusting feeling of being treated differently.
All I want is to be treated fairly, no specialties, no discrimination, no bullshitness, no craziness, no harassment, no lies, no boastfulness. I am fair, I am nothing special but I would also be treated fairly. But even if I have not received that fair treatment in the past, I have deeply and completely accepted myself.