I ask him what are we going to do if we become, you know what I mean.
He said, ‘be happy’, then he walked away.
Is he the man right for me, or is he just another man who’s not going to marry me.
Tomorrow is a big day, I must not sleep all day, I have to answer that call that will give me another week to prepare.
I must be happy because that’s what will keep me get to where I want to be.
I must be happy, serious and relax allthrough out the shift so that I will still have energy to face another day.
I must be happy, serious in all the way while having fun, not worrying of failing, because I know I couldn’t fail.
There’s something good that will happen to me today.
I will just be happy and ignore what people would say.
I believe they will open their minds if I am gay.
Then I can test who’s really true to me.
I believe that they will accept me, as long as I can accept myself, my situation and my own reality.
They will understand my situation, they will appreciate me for what I have become.
I may not be able to stay close to them, but I can always do my job for me to get that house for me and my future family.
I hope to welcome everybody who is open to me, but I’ll have to choose who else to mingle with me.