Be happy

I ask him what are we going to do if we become, you know what I mean.
He said, ‘be happy’, then he walked away.
Is he the man right for me, or is he just another man who’s not going to marry me.
Tomorrow is a big day, I must not sleep all day, I have to answer that call that will give me another week to prepare.
I must be happy because that’s what will keep me get to where I want to be.

I must be happy, serious and relax allthrough out the shift so that I will still have energy to face another day.
I must be happy, serious in all the way while having fun, not worrying of failing, because I know I couldn’t fail.
There’s something good that will happen to me today.
I will just be happy and ignore what people would say.
I believe they will open their minds if I am gay.
Then I can test who’s really true to me.

I believe that they will accept me, as long as I can accept myself, my situation and my own reality.
They will understand my situation, they will appreciate me for what I have become.
I may not be able to stay close to them, but I can always do my job for me to get that house for me and my future family.
I hope to welcome everybody who is open to me, but I’ll have to choose who else to mingle with me.

Published by Roselyn

Hi! I'm Roselyn! The first and only daughter of my father. He's a farmer and I am so proud of him for raising me and accepting me as his own. I believe that Broken families are meant to be broken for good. As a product, I always feel in-secured about family coz I think I don't have one and I am left alone; but the truth is, I still have them, they just went separate ways and I just have to accept that and move on. It's my only insecurity, I have no place to call my home coz my parents doesn't have one. They're broken after all. I'm going to make a family and it will start with me.

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