Do it

Do it or you can’t, just do it!
Have fun, just do it!
You can do it! Just do it!
Yes! I said yes! You can!

I am happy today!
I am very very happy.

Between a family conflict and me, I’ll choose me and my future family.
Everybody has to say, everybody has!
But today, I relax and just sit on my butt!
No I didn’t poop, but yes, I did! I relaxed.
I relax and sit like a pooping princess.

It’s so hard to not relax when everyone’s having fun and laughing at their best.
So just do it, be the best you can be.
They can have it all, but I can have it all too.
You can be the best, but I can be the best I can be!
I have no one to help me, but I have everyone to guide me and assist me in all my ways.
I cannot have them do it for me, but I can have them advised me!
Sometimes, you just need someone so listen to you, someone to give you time and someone to thank for and too.

I am happy to be myself, I am happy to be in that new family that really makes me happy.
Building up that sisterhood and that friendlyhood that my old family have disagreed in the past, let’s see if they will still disagree with me.
If I will take it all, I will still keep on doing it and checking if they will still disagree!
Until such time that they will stop disagreeing with me!
Even if they won’t like me I will still accept myself.
Even if they will keep on destroying me, I will still keep striving for excellence.

Even if they will belittle me, I will still keep my self open for everyone to know me, where I am living for now, and where I am heading.
So that they will inspire me to keep moving forward.
No more insecurities, I will become a part of an amazing community.
In fact I am already, but I will be more connected to them very soon.
To my younger brothers and my new friends.
I am happy to live in the now, because now is the future!

Published by Roselyn

Hi! I'm Roselyn! The first and only daughter of my father. He's a farmer and I am so proud of him for raising me and accepting me as his own. I believe that Broken families are meant to be broken for good. As a product, I always feel in-secured about family coz I think I don't have one and I am left alone; but the truth is, I still have them, they just went separate ways and I just have to accept that and move on. It's my only insecurity, I have no place to call my home coz my parents doesn't have one. They're broken after all. I'm going to make a family and it will start with me.

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