Secret Smile

I will marry the lord Jesus, someone who lives in the future, but the future is now, so I will marry now.

I have a secret, that’s why I am smiling at it.

This isn’t a problem but this is something real, it’s a secret, I am smiling at it.

A secret smile from the one with a good smile, a secret behind it.

A mask, but a beautiful mask.

Brave and true, but it’s really true. I will smile at it. I will smile the whole shift.

If I can wait that long during my processing time, I will be happy to wait longer than that.

Let’s say I have to wait for 9 – 10 hours before I can dance and go out with my best friend and my friends.

This beautiful smile makes me happy in all my ways.

No it’s not making me crazy, it’s making me happy, that’s what I say.

Whenever I feel sad and lonely, I’ll just smile it or laugh at it, my lolo is so good at this.

Published by Roselyn

Hi! I'm Roselyn! The first and only daughter of my father. He's a farmer and I am so proud of him for raising me and accepting me as his own. I believe that Broken families are meant to be broken for good. As a product, I always feel in-secured about family coz I think I don't have one and I am left alone; but the truth is, I still have them, they just went separate ways and I just have to accept that and move on. It's my only insecurity, I have no place to call my home coz my parents doesn't have one. They're broken after all. I'm going to make a family and it will start with me.

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