I woke up healthy and happy, thank you lord for the day, I receive plenty of guidance from above, I am so blessed, I can thank you more than enough.
My brain is functioning, back to it’s normal thing. It’s no longer depressing, no longer dramatizing. This illusion and self comparison fades away as I acknowledge my power to shift.
This is called mindset, when you focus on your thing and you know where you’re going, no longer depending your luck to others, but you have the initiative and the will to pursue it.
It’s no longer what you don’t have right now, but it’s what you have that matters, I have college batchmates and their helping me get through it as I learned to share my worries and my problems.
No more insecurities, no more egos, these stopped you from reaching out. The only enemy of productivity and accuracy is your ego or inability to reach out to the ones who knew believing that they are the least when of course they’re the best.
This distorted reality that’s feeding the ego to not reach out even if you really needed help because of fear of being called disabled and mentally retarded. I will do it all first before I reach out to them, but if I’ve done my all, it’s okay to seek help to correct my thing.
Sometimes, you think you’re doing the right thing, sometimes you’re not. So keep it open, and hope for a better result. If it’s not so urgent, then relax it’s time to do something else.
I remember what my ex colleague taught me about making priorities, urgent and important, urgent but not important, important but not urgent, not important and not urgent.
In terms of family issues, you have to learn to choose yourself before them, but remember to also share, hoping that they will take time to realize who they really are.