Yeah, I guess I needed help, not financial needs although that’s part of it, but I needed a friend who can help me plan for the future activities I must take, a journey worth traveling and experiencing.
Yeah, I guess I needed to turn my back from people who are always here destroying my own personal peace, that’s why I have to really be cautious when it comes to doing my own things silently, I cannot trust anybody specially those friends with my enemy, I must befriend my friends so that I will have a new place to live in.
Yeah, I guess I needed a new culture, a new place and a new language, new people to get to know with, I guess yeah, I really needed help to help me get out from this shit, yikes I am still a part of it, but I remember I have actually come so far!
Yeah, I guess I really needed a friend who can listen to my future plans without trying to destruct it and block it for whatever reasons, it’s not my business to know all the details.
I learned how to share, I learned how to get to know people. I learned how to look for the right way and a better way instead of pushing myself to that wrong direction where there’s no way out.
Yeah, I guess I deserve the best! I deserve to get all my things done, I will turn myself to that right direction instead of letting the challenges mislead my way to that dead end place.
Yeah, I guess I needed to look where I am going and move on, releasing this past thought of angry human trying to destroy my mind, they knew how to destroy my psyche, how smart.