Rhythm

I woke up happy today, listening to the rhythm, birds chirping, roosters crocking, electric fan swinging, voices of people and vehicle outside of our little place near the new bridge.
I have already decided, to get that place that connect near that new bridge.
Beeze is beautiful, my legs can feel it, she’s happy with it, waves from the ocean, probably fishermen, hoping they’re getting lots of fishes.
Shells everywhere, maybe crabs, lobster, all these yummy food to eat.
Neighbor sleeping outside the house feeling safe, it’s all we really needed.
Love from a distant, cannot be seen by the human eyes, I can only hope it existed.
Trying to connect with them, from here.
The google maps community is amazing, it connects me to some active people around the globe.
I also have amazing perfume community, and a real estate community, not too bad, specially if you will include my childhood town in Mindanao provinces.
I hope I had time before to enjoy with the neighbors, but I have a different journey to take.
I can hear only the rhythms, the earth spinning, helping me with conscious thinking.
It’s special you know, I told my self to remind me every time I feel lost in my mind from the different voices I am hearing, specially from people whose negative comments doesn’t really matter.
A cat is better than them, a beautiful bird and chicken.
But people makes their own disaster, they get so angry and blame others for their heart attacks.
Well for me, I’ll just distant my self, I’m glad social distancing is imposed.
Now I can really be myself, away from the team, not so close to them, different and yet happy to be with.
I may not be from here, I am maybe one with the rhythm, only those that can sing with me will understand the beauty of being different from the rest of us.
I let go of judgements, it is just making me feel like the one, I’d better go on my way and not comment about people.
Whatever the society taught me about bad or good, insecure, jealous, destroyer, whatever bad labels I learned from the people I have been will no longer be entertained, it is just making me feel like one of them.
These negative energies has to be gone as I let go of any thought of it.
It is just really making me crazy, it’s destructing my work, my future, everything. It’s not really helping.
It’s so disappointing that these people are the people who have been helping me in the past.
Disrespecting my own privacy, attacking me of someone else’s mistakes.
Wow! She’s really crazy, shame on her but that made me feel like I am really surrounded by a lot of bullshits.
I am just hoping that one day, I will be able to get my own place, somewhere they don’t exist.
I really wanted peace, even if I am away from them.
Someday I will, this new rhythm will help me heal my psyche.
I have been in Cebu and I was able to detach from them for almost two years and that’s really healing.
My life was at peace, but right now they’re slowly putting it back to that ugly state.
I am hoping that I will be able to really keep myself silent and distant.
I will be able to guide myself back to the right path, where I belong.
No more of these people, I have so much of them, enough of these people, this care has to be lifted up, it is time to return back to the place I once loved. I have to choose myself and my own health, specially mentally, physically and spiritually.
I will own something there, I have already decided to go back there where these type of people won’t really bother going.
They can still attack me and curse me, blame me and abuse me, but I am not going to let that affect me, no more!
They’re just pest in my psyche, they don’t really deserve attention.
I am finally back here, I will be investing myself far from here, away from these ugly people who have been contributing garbages in my energy field.
So if I were you, go back to the province where you can feel healthy and happy, there’s no other place like home.
I might get that place in Davao, it’s the best place so far, only because it is where my friends live.
I have to be surrounded by them, it’s really helping me become well.

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP : https://amazon.com/roselynmina; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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