Unconditional Alliance of friends

That time when I have no other choice but to surround myself with them because what else could I do, I am new to the place, I don’t know anything to do, aside from doing school works.

Constantly being belittled by the childhood assholes known to me. Jealous, unable to defeat me, pitty. But I have found a lot of friends now, it’s time to remove this memory that’s haunting me.

I would like to paint it, the emotions behind it but it’s all dark, it’s so ugly, it’s full of blood, it’s so dark. Blood in thie dark. If I am where this is then what am I? I can be the light, a beautiful light.

I feel so scared they might see me shining and kill me for outshining. That’s why I have to cover up my light, behind these wall where they cannot see me shining. Rest assured that my friends does.

I am so lucky to have them around, where I can be happy and be the craziest me. I am no longer worried to be alone, knowing that I have so much friends waitint for me to join them.

Published by Roselyn

Hi! I'm Roselyn! The first and only daughter of my father. He's a farmer and I am so proud of him for raising me and accepting me as his own. I believe that Broken families are meant to be broken for good. As a product, I always feel in-secured about family coz I think I don't have one and I am left alone; but the truth is, I still have them, they just went separate ways and I just have to accept that and move on. It's my only insecurity, I have no place to call my home coz my parents doesn't have one. They're broken after all. I'm going to make a family and it will start with me.

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