Get Lost, out of fear

I wanna get lost in my dream, away from the thoughts that I do not want.
I want to want what I want and feel good about it.
I want to get lost and be different from what they thought I am.
I want to show them a different me, unfamiliar to them.
I hope they will see.

It’s going to get hurt, specially if I lost my head.
Sometimes my bad attitude really hit me hard it’s making me feel so pissed off of me.
That’s the only way my enemy can win against me.
But right now, I am so careful not to break this law no matter how much temptation I am being put into.

The enemy will run away, far away from me, I want to move forward, running towards my dreams against my enemy.
In the end, I will no longer see them following me.
It’s hard to keep track on me because I am heading ahead of everybody.
It is kind of lonely to do it on your own.
It is kind of scary to take that first step.
I know it is.

There’s no turning back, I have decided already.
If I have to do this and that in order to get my dreams come true, I’ll do it all the way.
If I have to go through that again, I will do it, I will do whatever it takes.
I will show myself relax, that I deserve it.
One day, I will master that.
I will get those and process those.
Knowing positively, thinking through failures I will get all those success.
It’s still hard to fail but if you must to get there, then why not?

If I have to go through those failures just to reach my goals, then I’ll do what it takes to get it done.
I can’t get stuck, I’d rather get lost.
It’s a place unknown, a new place.
I know nothing about, but I can smile and talk to everyone.
I have no choice but to stop acting as if I really care.
I do, yes I have that’s why I was acting.
But now I am not, it’s time to be lost away from this mind.

Getting lost is just for fun!
It’s exciting, something thrilling.
Maybe it’s where I could find the missing piece that I have been looking for.
Maybe I will meet these people who belong with me.
The stress is serious it’s really making me either come out of it or get stuck in it.
I’d rather do something and keep on moving not fearing.
Or stuck in fear, I guess this is where I am when I am not lost.

The comfort zone is full of fear, I thought it’s keeping me safe, but it’s not going away, unless I will face it.
I’d rather get lost out of fear, than getting stuck out of fear.
I mean, what’s the point of staying still if your knowledge and experience isn’t really improving.
The fear is still there, it’s never going away, never.
You’d rather do something out of fear and finish something out of fear, than get stuck in the mud because of fear.

Out of fear, I will succeed.
Out of fear, I will get lost.
Out of fear, I will come out.
Out of fear, I will show myself.
Out of fear, I will be blessed.
Out of fear, I will be rewarded.
Out of fear, I will be recognized and loved.
Out of fear, I will relax.
Out of fear, I will be bold and honest.
Out of fear, I will shine bright.
Out of fear, I will face fear.

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not šŸ˜ƒ just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP :; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies šŸ˜ he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ā¤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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