Get Lost, out of fear

I wanna get lost in my dream, away from the thoughts that I do not want.
I want to want what I want and feel good about it.
I want to get lost and be different from what they thought I am.
I want to show them a different me, unfamiliar to them.
I hope they will see.

It’s going to get hurt, specially if I lost my head.
Sometimes my bad attitude really hit me hard it’s making me feel so pissed off of me.
That’s the only way my enemy can win against me.
But right now, I am so careful not to break this law no matter how much temptation I am being put into.

The enemy will run away, far away from me, I want to move forward, running towards my dreams against my enemy.
In the end, I will no longer see them following me.
It’s hard to keep track on me because I am heading ahead of everybody.
It is kind of lonely to do it on your own.
It is kind of scary to take that first step.
I know it is.

There’s no turning back, I have decided already.
If I have to do this and that in order to get my dreams come true, I’ll do it all the way.
If I have to go through that again, I will do it, I will do whatever it takes.
I will show myself relax, that I deserve it.
One day, I will master that.
I will get those and process those.
Knowing positively, thinking through failures I will get all those success.
It’s still hard to fail but if you must to get there, then why not?

If I have to go through those failures just to reach my goals, then I’ll do what it takes to get it done.
I can’t get stuck, I’d rather get lost.
It’s a place unknown, a new place.
I know nothing about, but I can smile and talk to everyone.
I have no choice but to stop acting as if I really care.
I do, yes I have that’s why I was acting.
But now I am not, it’s time to be lost away from this mind.

Getting lost is just for fun!
It’s exciting, something thrilling.
Maybe it’s where I could find the missing piece that I have been looking for.
Maybe I will meet these people who belong with me.
The stress is serious it’s really making me either come out of it or get stuck in it.
I’d rather do something and keep on moving not fearing.
Or stuck in fear, I guess this is where I am when I am not lost.

The comfort zone is full of fear, I thought it’s keeping me safe, but it’s not going away, unless I will face it.
I’d rather get lost out of fear, than getting stuck out of fear.
I mean, what’s the point of staying still if your knowledge and experience isn’t really improving.
The fear is still there, it’s never going away, never.
You’d rather do something out of fear and finish something out of fear, than get stuck in the mud because of fear.

Out of fear, I will succeed.
Out of fear, I will get lost.
Out of fear, I will come out.
Out of fear, I will show myself.
Out of fear, I will be blessed.
Out of fear, I will be rewarded.
Out of fear, I will be recognized and loved.
Out of fear, I will relax.
Out of fear, I will be bold and honest.
Out of fear, I will shine bright.
Out of fear, I will face fear.

Published by irose

Hi! I'm Roselyn! Username: irose PayPal I'm a dreamer, bound to face all my fears, traumas, etc. I have been through shit, running away from my bliss. But I guess, I've had enough that I want to just be myself. *My mother dreamt of something great; I think I am doing it, this time!⛄

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