Silence

Everything, everything must be taken as a challenge not a hindrance nor a critic, nor shame that must be avoided, but a challenge and a chance to make an impact.
It’s the right time, the right signal, when everybody thinks you are lossing, guess what they’re missing the point.

That’s how you attack an enemy, you let them think what they want think.
Belittling you like you’re no one else.
Disrespecting your presence.
If there is somethong I want to be, I want to be both respecting the adults and the Youngs.
Because they both need respect, attention, approval, appreciation, recommendation.

They both need to be heard, they both need to be communicated.
I am personally a survivor of reject, a voice that cannot be heard.
Living under that misery was the craziest life I had.
Learning to not tell anyone when I needed anything because my mother used to just ignore my needs.

It was horrible, such a terrible listener.
Who only wants her thing not what I really wanted.
But having a mother like made me become closer to the universe.
I got to talk to them my needs and they developed me to become that person that will always fullfil my needs.
Then I had peace.

When you’re silent and quiet, doing your own thing, helping yourself.
They thought you become nothing because they’re not helping.
But it’s because of their absence that you become at peace, healing with the universe.
And when it’s over, and you have totally recovered, you become stronger than anybody else.
I have deeply and completely accepted my self.

Published by Roselyn

Hi! I'm Roselyn! The first and only daughter of my father. He's a farmer and I am so proud of him for raising me and accepting me as his own. I believe that Broken families are meant to be broken for good. As a product, I always feel in-secured about family coz I think I don't have one and I am left alone; but the truth is, I still have them, they just went separate ways and I just have to accept that and move on. It's my only insecurity, I have no place to call my home coz my parents doesn't have one. They're broken after all. I'm going to make a family and it will start with me.

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