Thinking outside of the box, keeping it open

Resentments, acceptance of some help, from a bitter mouth.
Helped bitterly, I must be myself.
I’ll go out from them, away from these people who wants to hurt me.
I resent the times I have accepted help from these people who’s representing their family.
Shit to those people who have shit me from behind, thanks for the help, I thought it was genuine.
I was blinded by fear, I was left behind and feeling weak that time.
But now, I have the church behind my back.
I can talk to God and let these people be heard by the angels who’s listening.
I will watch them experience the effect of their own thought.

Before, they can penetrate me, with their dramas that’s hurting me and it is eating my energy away, and right now it’s still happening.
It is happening again and and again.
Same scenario, different people.
But right now that I can see the differences all ready, they can no longer get through me.
I will talk to them outside, they cannot get in, no matter what they would say to me.
Thinking outside of the box really helped me get through the day to day struggle with my enemies.

Jogging softly like a baby, enjoying my little steps, I felt so happy, that’s how I started my day today.
Thinking of what’s next and breathing in and out, staying myself present.
Love of nature, makes me feel so blessed I am so connected with.
I feel like I am not alone, I am one of them ever since that day I was born.
Wise thoughts, smart mouth, escaping to get my things done.
My instinct is so natural, I am almost right every time I am predicting.
Wow! Sounds fantastic, haha, I felt so great.
That’s how affirmation affects your feelings if you’re using it the way I did.

I have two more transactions today, but it’s raining here today, so I will just stay put and do my homework.
Writing, dancing, oh I’m done jogging.
Thanking, shifting thoughts, just being honest to my self.
You know that pattern when you’re feeling good about something, all other good feelings will come flashing.
The power of the mind really caught me in.
I know it’s not always that, but I can always shift into that.

Reading soon, again and again, it’s so relaxing.
I am going to manifest something big, too big I’m so excited to try it.
If it’s going to work for me, I will let you know how I did it.
So keep watchin that story.
It’s going to be about success, you will know it.
Conquering my insecurities creating a whole new journey different like nobody.
It’s a beautiful belief that’s what I am after too.

I know it’s hard to be authentic and it’s so hard to be bold.
But if you really want to really live your life satisfactorily, you gotta try something crazy.
If you haven’t done it yet, what are you waiting for.
It’s not that I am scaring you, but life is so short, you must make use of those spaces so it won’t be useless.
Atleast, you have fill it in, you’re fully loaded.
Make sure it’s not bad memories, that’s what I am talking about, do those things that makes you laugh the most because you think it’s crazy but because it is funny, you tried it anyway.

Stress causes problems, you must say no to this.
But if it will not knock your door, and it’s already in, just keep it open, so that when it’s awakened, she will realize she’s actually in a wrong den.
If it’s a trap, then good for them.
In the first place, they will not do it in anyway.
But because it’s a test they will fall into it.
I hope it’s not going to bite you, but if it does, just laugh at yourself, you know it will happen.
What a joke, you already know what’s next.
Are you prepared for what’s next after next?

Published by Roselyn

Hi! I'm Roselyn! The first and only daughter of my father. He's a farmer and I am so proud of him for raising me and accepting me as his own. I believe that Broken families are meant to be broken for good. As a product, I always feel in-secured about family coz I think I don't have one and I am left alone; but the truth is, I still have them, they just went separate ways and I just have to accept that and move on. It's my only insecurity, I have no place to call my home coz my parents doesn't have one. They're broken after all. I'm going to make a family and it will start with me.

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