Self Acceptance

“Imagine yourself sitting in that bench, thinking about how lucky you are to have a sound mind.”

It’s crazy this weird feeling comes into surface.
A monster, merciless, wanting to kill her daughter, threatened to be exposed, trying to lock her down, so she won’t talk.
A vampire who have been feeding her daughter a lot of angst and demonic thoughts brainwashing the beautiful world she’s been feeding herself since day one.
She made this world a nightmare, instead of a bliss to this child within.
Such a horibble truth, indeed the truth.

Hiding behind a mask to cover herself up so she can continue to abuse her daughter that is better than her.
Replacing with her with the cousins, rejecting her and disrespecting his father.
What a shame, but she’s hiding away.
A seal will be uncovered, the truth will be revealed.
She’s ready to live the life she once have.
The negative thoughts about her, the lies she told to those who doesn’t know her yet.

Shame on her, she’s totally crazy, pretending to be someone else’s just to hide her sins.
A slut within, with a lot of men, making her husband gets angry, she couldn’t believe in you.
But that’s the truth, he once left them and go against them just to protect her and fight for end.
In the end, the daughter saw in her own eyes the truth about the old story she refused to believe.

Now that she knew, she’s scared to let others know.
It’s a shame for her, and besides she’s hiding away in someone else’s name.
Shame be to that family, she felt the same way.
All the lies she told about her daughter, that these people believes is all about her.
A lie that doesn’t stop there unless I will tell the truth about her.

A mother, a slut, full of anger, who chase after money, acting like dead, rejecting and denying her own flesh. Making her daughter feel so abandoned and so ugly despite of the fact that she’s been successful in all her ways.
They can do all things just to cover up their shame, even if they have to abuse.
She will accept them of their own choices, whoever they are and the Bullshits she’s been hiding since her father choose her.

A dark side behind this just to hide away from pain.
The anger that she felt, since she’s been mistreated and being put to work at a young age.
A bullying that goes on and on, including her daughter have also been mistreated.
You know what’s the worst thing of all things. She’s one of those who bullies her.
She cannot hide from the angels, she will always be found, no matter howhard she will hide.

A daughter survive from a mother who puts her to so much shame.
Making people believe she’s been given of all the things she needed.
But the truth is that, all the things she gave to her are those she also wanted.
A terrible listener, a false accuser, a liar, a bully, a bad reporter, and at the same time a money hooker.
That’s all her mother is and she will never change.
So she decided to accept herself no matter how hard it is, to have a mother like that.

As long as she care a little, she’s doing it for herself to survive from her punishments.

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP :; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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