Self Acceptance

“Imagine yourself sitting in that bench, thinking about how lucky you are to have a sound mind.”

It’s crazy this weird feeling comes into surface.
A monster, merciless, wanting to kill her daughter, threatened to be exposed, trying to lock her down, so she won’t talk.
A vampire who have been feeding her daughter a lot of angst and demonic thoughts brainwashing the beautiful world she’s been feeding herself since day one.
She made this world a nightmare, instead of a bliss to this child within.
Such a horibble truth, indeed the truth.

Hiding behind a mask to cover herself up so she can continue to abuse her daughter that is better than her.
Replacing with her with the cousins, rejecting her and disrespecting his father.
What a shame, but she’s hiding away.
A seal will be uncovered, the truth will be revealed.
She’s ready to live the life she once have.
The negative thoughts about her, the lies she told to those who doesn’t know her yet.

Shame on her, she’s totally crazy, pretending to be someone else’s just to hide her sins.
A slut within, with a lot of men, making her husband gets angry, she couldn’t believe in you.
But that’s the truth, he once left them and go against them just to protect her and fight for end.
In the end, the daughter saw in her own eyes the truth about the old story she refused to believe.

Now that she knew, she’s scared to let others know.
It’s a shame for her, and besides she’s hiding away in someone else’s name.
Shame be to that family, she felt the same way.
All the lies she told about her daughter, that these people believes is all about her.
A lie that doesn’t stop there unless I will tell the truth about her.

A mother, a slut, full of anger, who chase after money, acting like dead, rejecting and denying her own flesh. Making her daughter feel so abandoned and so ugly despite of the fact that she’s been successful in all her ways.
They can do all things just to cover up their shame, even if they have to abuse.
She will accept them of their own choices, whoever they are and the Bullshits she’s been hiding since her father choose her.

A dark side behind this just to hide away from pain.
The anger that she felt, since she’s been mistreated and being put to work at a young age.
A bullying that goes on and on, including her daughter have also been mistreated.
You know what’s the worst thing of all things. She’s one of those who bullies her.
She cannot hide from the angels, she will always be found, no matter howhard she will hide.

A daughter survive from a mother who puts her to so much shame.
Making people believe she’s been given of all the things she needed.
But the truth is that, all the things she gave to her are those she also wanted.
A terrible listener, a false accuser, a liar, a bully, a bad reporter, and at the same time a money hooker.
That’s all her mother is and she will never change.
So she decided to accept herself no matter how hard it is, to have a mother like that.

As long as she care a little, she’s doing it for herself to survive from her punishments.

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