Why must I want to be happy?

Even watching those navy guys sailing fast in that boat made me happy. Now I saw militants floating ashore. I hope they’re not seeing me, but of course they could if their intention was catching people going outside amidst this pandemic. But it’s my day to come out, plus I had all the necessities. Besides, I needed some sunlight, Vitamin D everybody, we all needed that, stop hiding trying to be safe, when you’re actually dying because of lack of fresh air and Vitamin D. Go out whenever you’re aloud, at least to breath some fresh air right? But most importantly, be happy because you want to endure and recover as fast as you can, should this pandemic reaches your system.

I want to be happy because I want to write something good.
I want to be happy because I want to share without holding back.
I want to be happy because I want to relax while writing.
I want to be happy because I want to heal my childhood wounds.
I want to be happy because I wanted to contribute to someone else’s success.
I want to be happy because I wanted to achieve everything I am drawn to.
I want to be happy because I want to be kind.
I want to be happy because I want to feel contented.
I want to be happy because I want to get all trainings done.
I want to be happy because I want to pass all & everything I wanted to take.
I want to be happy because I want to be happy.
I want to be happy because I want to smile.
I want to be happy because I want to help myself recover from my emotional traumas.
I want to be happy because I want to be productive.

Overthinking, analyzing too much, pushing myself so hard unsure about what I am really pursuing is a waste of time.
I’d rather be late, better than never, like kakashi sensei.
Okay, I am watching Naruto and I’m still not done with it.
I have so much to learn, from being happy like Guy Sensei, to Naruto who keeps wanting to be Hokage and keep repeating it like it’s a mantra.
You see, I’ve seen the adult Naruto, and he actually became Hokagi.
And there’s this amazing White Haired Pervy Sage Naruto called him, who kept doing his research, and he’s got so much energy for that without forgetting his mission.
They kept on doing it, repeating until they master jutsu.
Can you imagine how productive I could ever be if I will apply narutos passion in learning.
Oh well, he kept on pushing hard, until he’s had enough, and tried something else, then it worked, he finally mastered it, you remember the Sharinggan?
Oh man, if you do, we’re totally on the same page.

Hard work will pay off, as long as you won’t give up giving yourself another chance.
If it failed that way, the other way would surely be successful.
Well, I haven’t tried it yet, until now, in this website.
I feel like it’s going to be successful if I will keep writing good stuffs and just being happy about it.
As long as I am being myself, I am not losing anything.
Sharing, releasing, made me feel relaxed.
When I am happy, I write good stuffs; but when I am angry, I cursed a lot.
So that answers why I want to be happy.
I want to be happy because I want to produce something good.
We all want to hear something good.
I want to hear something good, because it will make me happy.
A bad thought will only give me stress, and if I cannot shift mind out from it, I get stuck.
Then when you’re feeling stuck, you’ll feel hopeless.

Shift your mind, and decide to be happy.
Aim happiness above all else, it’s the only way you will always feel like winning.
After all, life is about feeling good, and feeling better in the end.
That’s what success felt like right?
Celebrating and of course praising, thanking.
The exact opposite of the other way around.
Like of course addiction to cursing others because of the past thoughts you had about them.
You’re bullied probably like me, and that just irrates me and it felt so bad thinking back about it.
Guess what, Kakashi Sensei explained to Sasuke that revenge will not produce good results in the end.

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