Why must I want to be happy?

Even watching those navy guys sailing fast in that boat made me happy. Now I saw militants floating ashore. I hope they’re not seeing me, but of course they could if their intention was catching people going outside amidst this pandemic. But it’s my day to come out, plus I had all the necessities. Besides, I needed some sunlight, Vitamin D everybody, we all needed that, stop hiding trying to be safe, when you’re actually dying because of lack of fresh air and Vitamin D. Go out whenever you’re aloud, at least to breath some fresh air right? But most importantly, be happy because you want to endure and recover as fast as you can, should this pandemic reaches your system.

I want to be happy because I want to write something good.
I want to be happy because I want to share without holding back.
I want to be happy because I want to relax while writing.
I want to be happy because I want to heal my childhood wounds.
I want to be happy because I wanted to contribute to someone else’s success.
I want to be happy because I wanted to achieve everything I am drawn to.
I want to be happy because I want to be kind.
I want to be happy because I want to feel contented.
I want to be happy because I want to get all trainings done.
I want to be happy because I want to pass all & everything I wanted to take.
I want to be happy because I want to be happy.
I want to be happy because I want to smile.
I want to be happy because I want to help myself recover from my emotional traumas.
I want to be happy because I want to be productive.

Overthinking, analyzing too much, pushing myself so hard unsure about what I am really pursuing is a waste of time.
I’d rather be late, better than never, like kakashi sensei.
Okay, I am watching Naruto and I’m still not done with it.
I have so much to learn, from being happy like Guy Sensei, to Naruto who keeps wanting to be Hokage and keep repeating it like it’s a mantra.
You see, I’ve seen the adult Naruto, and he actually became Hokagi.
And there’s this amazing White Haired Pervy Sage Naruto called him, who kept doing his research, and he’s got so much energy for that without forgetting his mission.
They kept on doing it, repeating until they master jutsu.
Can you imagine how productive I could ever be if I will apply narutos passion in learning.
Oh well, he kept on pushing hard, until he’s had enough, and tried something else, then it worked, he finally mastered it, you remember the Sharinggan?
Oh man, if you do, we’re totally on the same page.

Hard work will pay off, as long as you won’t give up giving yourself another chance.
If it failed that way, the other way would surely be successful.
Well, I haven’t tried it yet, until now, in this website.
I feel like it’s going to be successful if I will keep writing good stuffs and just being happy about it.
As long as I am being myself, I am not losing anything.
Sharing, releasing, made me feel relaxed.
When I am happy, I write good stuffs; but when I am angry, I cursed a lot.
So that answers why I want to be happy.
I want to be happy because I want to produce something good.
We all want to hear something good.
I want to hear something good, because it will make me happy.
A bad thought will only give me stress, and if I cannot shift mind out from it, I get stuck.
Then when you’re feeling stuck, you’ll feel hopeless.

Shift your mind, and decide to be happy.
Aim happiness above all else, it’s the only way you will always feel like winning.
After all, life is about feeling good, and feeling better in the end.
That’s what success felt like right?
Celebrating and of course praising, thanking.
The exact opposite of the other way around.
Like of course addiction to cursing others because of the past thoughts you had about them.
You’re bullied probably like me, and that just irrates me and it felt so bad thinking back about it.
Guess what, Kakashi Sensei explained to Sasuke that revenge will not produce good results in the end.

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP : https://amazon.com/roselynmina; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: