Trust only one

Running away, hiding from the crowd, specially of the childhood family that you owe a lot, trying to take away your life, scared to death that you have to get lost like you don’t know what will happen next but you just hope you’ll be back safe, ready to face them, fiery and determined, this time, there’s no running.

Disguising like someone else’s to cover up someone’s identity like they care.
Learned how to be careless and let these people be themselves, they’re crazy how they reacted to my little help.
They thought it was nothing, even if I was already suffering just because I truly care, but how they reacted was bullshit

Wasted so much time, I knew it was a true waste of time, trying to be a hero, protecting someone that’s no longer acknowledging you.
Even not counting on you, blaming you instead of all the shits she’s been to.
As if it was me who’s truly suffering here, in denial of her own, making others believe she’s the best, perfect and could never be wrong, but the truth is that, the old things she’s talking behind your back is actually just her.

Oh well, I have been a victim of her kindness act, falling in it because of my selfish desires to build something great for me first before helping them.
But look their brains, when they see you’re progressing, they’ll be angry and try to pull you down emotionally, giving you problems and lots of problems to make you feel unhappy.
No worries, getting out from their crab mentality is easy, just give them them something that will make them feel at their best.

Giving them what they want while you stay close to them, they won’t really see the progress you have made if you’re not displaying it desperately.
That’s why staying humble, and going with the flow, maintaining your connection and of course keeping yourself in sight.
The moment they’ll think I am going far away having a better day, they won’t stop searching and chasing trying to spoil my day.

Oh she’s good. She’s so good. Caught up in that story, so old, full of lies about someone else, but true to them, so better believe it’s all about them.
Be smart, and hope that you can get out, because while you try changing them and you try caring about them, you get stuck and slowly, before you even realize, you’re already feeling helpless, hopeless, rejected, and of course, you will feel so wrong about yourself.

The truth is that, you already know, it’s out of your control now.
No matter how hard they will try to trigger your care towards them when they started dramatizing, you already know that when you do, you’re bound to be a loser, because they’re not going to change, nor listen, just change your thought and listen to them without taking things personally because the truth is that, they don’t need your advises, it’s nothing, let them figure it out themselves.

Be smart, try not to change them, because they won’t really do it, you’re just wasting your time, your effort, while acting like a fool.
You’re smart, make use of your time doing things great, instead of trying to change someone that won’t really do it.
Your advises will become wasted, because I again, they won’t do it.
Better let them come to you, instead of chasing them and forcing them to do what you think is best for them.

To make this short story shorter, trust your gut feeling.
If it’s against you, when you’re thinking about this man just a waste of time, then it’s true, do something else equivalent to that truth.
Go for the other that you think is good, something you’re also against of doing.
By the way, know that you’re amazing.
Know that you’re on top of this.
Laugh at their comments because that’s what you have been expecting them to.

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP :; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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