Sometimes, I have this fear of repeating the same mistakes my parents did in the past with their relationship. Instead of facing the shame about that, and feeling this family guilt, I would run away and act like I don’t exist.
But because I am a grown-up woman now, running away is no longer an option. If you want to stay, in any areas of your life, that includes relationships, you must face it and feel it. Simple as that, but doing it alone is so scary like pooping in an unsafe comfort-room, your brain tricking you of a snake biting your pussy. Oops!
But yes! It’s really hard to feel emotional; it’s so hard to stay. It’s because of the emotions that you have to deal with, everyday; specially when you’re exposed to many different types of personalities. Now don’t blame yourself, there was someone else before you.
Sometimes, it’s totally none of your business; and the best way to handle it, is to listen and give what they needed. For angry folks, I think they just need assurance to make them feel better. Like me, when angry; it’s because I have trust issues. I want to hear it from someone else.
Self-trust is very important, because if you don’t have it, you will always be dependent on others opinion of you. Sometimes, or most of the time, you have to give to your self what you needed; also, believe in yourself because your higher self knows best. And if others think of you negatively, ask yourself if it’s true, if yes then change it; if not, then keep going.
Stay present, in the moment. Your intelligence will automatically flow if you are relax. Believe in something good about yourself and make it even better. You know you can do it! Design your reality, focus on making progress instead of comparing yourself to others.
Stay in the moment, don’t overthink, be present; learn to move on to the next step and keep moving. Create a new pattern out from the opportunity.
Anyways, please note: Always be real.
Climbing, Rocks! 