I remember when I was younger, I was always scared of what’s going to happen next. I always depended on someone or anyone. I don’t have my own voice, or I’m always seeking for someone else to do it for me or someone to lead for me to follow.
I was surrounded with people who allowed a poor mentality to stop them from getting or experiencing what they really wanted in life. I came out from that norm and here I am slowly doing the things that I really wanted to do, conquering my fear of all the consequences.
I think facing it all is the only key for us to move forward in any areas of our lives. We must feel it and accept things that are not meant for us, no matter how determined we are in succeeding at that area, maybe there is something better than that for you.
Sometimes, the reason why it didn’t work for you, it’s because it’s not what you really wanted. You didn’t have the appetite for it. You didn’t find pleasure in what you do. You can’t really force yourself to do things you’re not really happy of doing.
So, let go of all your fear of consequences and just enjoy the show. If it’s meant to be, it will be. I understand that acceptance is kinda hard, but if you force things, it will not be good. So, just be happy and let things be.