Emotional Love

I missed you so much my love.

I am so in love.

Tell me, tell me.

Tell me what to do, I will do it for you.

This feeling is so intense.

I fell so deep in love.

Please be in my dreams.

Talk to me like we’re both real.

I can feel this burning desire.

My twin flame is so connected with me.

We’re not so far away that’s why we’re so in tune to one another.

I can hear your voice singing, “Marry Me.”

It’s beautiful like.

Beautiful like you’re trying hard to reach me.

Now you have, yes you have.

Speak up, talk to me.

Be confident, that’s how you practice English.

Let’s talk to ease this pain.

Let’s talk to keep us both learning.

I love you, I hope you knew

I just want to be with you.

I want you, I really do.

I’m an adult but I am still young.

You know what I mean?

Whoever you are, know that I am here.

You’re not alone, you’re not being forgotten.

You felt so bad about our situation.

But I felt so bad about our connection.

My situation felt so bad.

I felt so insecure.

I felt so incaged.

I want to be free.

I hope you to set me free.

Please angels help.

Please do help.

I’m not sure who this is.

I’m not sure who this is.

Maybe not in my dreams.

But for sure in my thoughts.

He existed in my mind.

I know he is mine.

It is just so impossible.

It felt like it can’t.

I can’t, but I will.

I have been in love and in pain.

I have been in pain.

So much in pain.

I fear to fall in love.

‘Cause I might get stuck.

Again in this trap.

I love you online.

I love you offline.

But it felt like you’re just a fantasy.

I’m tired of living in this lie.

I want to come out from this charm.

I want to be balanced again.

I want to focus in my work, not in you.

You took my heart, but you didn’t take me as I am.

The world is cruel, it kills.

Killing my love, I just want to have fun.

Love is real, specially in pain.

Fun is healing but am I alright?

I can be right, yes that’s right.

I can be in love, yes that’s right.

I can keep on writing, yes that’s right.

I am happy, I know you are.

I am in love, I know you are.

You healed me, you know.

Yes, I really do.

Soon I will go back to work, I know I will have fun.

I have given you another chance.

Thanks keep it open.

Move on with your lives, have fun.

You can only fall for me, but not to them.

Do you understand?

Yes, you do. I know.

I am growing up, I am.

It’s not leaving me behind.

I will share with you what is mine.

I will keep it open for them to also shine.

I will be your friend, they say you don’t care.

I will be your fan, just for fun.

I will have a husband, but he hasn’t recognized me yet.

He was angry with me, I was angry with him.

He told me I was crazy, I told him I really am.

He wants me to love my husband.

But do I really have a husband?

He said even if you don’t, just have.

At the airport he said. I saw him there, I saw you there.

Which one is the one.

United states is far, Korea is near.

He said up to me. He said “Your choice.”

Both ways is hard, the other one isn’t so hard. I got caught in his charm.

I became an idol, like a creepy idol.

I want to love someone real, not the one in the dreamland.

I want your heat, not your cold.

I felt so cold for the very last time.

My friend took me out, I feel so warm.

I promise not to look him up again this time. I have to get back to reality.

This dreamy addiction sucked that life in me, I was starstrucked caught in love.

Left hanging in this crazy ride.

I can hear an airplane I hope it’s you.

I hope you will search the world just to find your true love.

It’s time to wake up now, it’s time to tell the truth.

Fantasy isn’t real, it is just in the mind.

It alters reality, but it also destroys reality.

I am already back in my old place, I am going to work to get a new one.

A new one with a malunggay tree. Something realistic, something achievable.

I know I can get it, I know I will.

I have to believe that I can have a house under my name. It is time to start building.

Like building my relationships with men, I will also be building my own house like I’m growing up.

Living someone else’s life is not going to help me in the long run, I have to be me.

I cannot live yours, I have to live mine.

I have been there, I will not fall again.

Reality sucks, social media looks unreal.

It was once, now it wasn’t.

I want to know the real them, but it’s not in social media.

The real them is within me.

The real me is here. I have to be authentic.

Coming out from you is coming out from my dream and started making it happen.

Without fear I will persevere.

Without doubt I will move forward.

They may look fantastic, but I am real.

That’s how they look at me, so I have to look up to me.

I know I deserve something better. I deserve the best.

I have money to give. I have money to share.

I do what I do to make me feel relaxed.

I imagine the imaginable because I felt hopeless, stressed and depressed.

I want to escape reality so I imagine shit it’s not even real.

It’s my addiction, I know I am not alone.

They didn’t mean it, I know didn’t.

They’re just being themselves, so I might as well become.

Become like the stars not like them who chase after us.

I deserve something better, I deserve something new.

I am gifted, I can use it for me.

These days, I’ve been searching everywhere about you.

I got frustrated, but it’s not my fault.

I know there’s a real you. Thank you.

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not πŸ˜ƒ just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP : https://amazon.com/roselynmina; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❀ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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