Coming out (if you like it, comment about it)

I’m still in this place stuck with my memories.

It’s not leaving me, I must let it out.

It’s not coming out, I must pull it out.

But I am letting it out, I am letting it in.

I am keeping it open, in and out.

I close it in fear, I open it for love.

I open it for love and acceptance.

I keep it open for blessings.

I keep it open for them to get in.

I am being called, I am keeping it open to serve.

But I am still stuck, in place of the dead.

It’s no longer serving me, I have to let them know.

I can stay here, I know they wouldn’t care.

I have a little connection, they’ll keep it open.

I will allow myself to work here or there, wherever.

I will keep it open for both ways.

I will have to ask if I will be allowed.

My choice. Wherever I go, I am allowed.

I’ll go with the flow, comeon I am an adult now.

I’ll succeed at home, I’ll succeed where I currently belong.

I must share where I live, I must share where I stayed.

They must know so they can help me.

They wouldn’t force me, it’s okay. I will submit.

As long as I will submit myself to them, I will be found.

Nobody will force me, nobody will force me.

I’ll do it my way.

I am grown up, shame nor shyness doesn’t work for me now.

I must succeed. I must come out. I must share.

My ego shit me. I hated it so I’m not keeping it.

I’ll let it go. I’ll set it free. It must be free.

I will start supporting communities.

I feel like I’m alive there.

I grew up in a little town where nobody knows it existed.

Now I want to come out from there.

I’ll live this life outside of that little box.

I must be free. I must be known. I must exist.

I hated my shadows, it kept following me.

I think I have to be in the world without moon.

One sun in front, One sun at the back.

Isn’t that cool? I know it really does.

Coming out from this feeling of poverty and can’t do it attitude, really sets me free.

I know I can, I know I can. If I act I can’t.

My time has come. This time is real.

I have to take notice of the beautiful things that grows out of nothing.

It must be special. It must be magical.

I’ll take care of it. I’ll let the two suns feed it.

No more being stuck in this mud.

No more being stuck underneath this box.

I must come out. I must let myself out.

I must trust that the angels will keep watch on me because I am special.

I get gone. I get lost. I came back out. I came back in.

They thought I was gone. Oh I was not. I was only hiding.

In my cocoon. A cocooon that no longer existed. I am already seen.

I am no longer a child, I can’t act like this any longer.

But I have to come one with friends who will not cut me out.

I have to be surrounded by people who will surrender their kindness and their support.

I am older, I am stronger, I am better.

It’s time to show them, I have existed.

It’s time, it’s time.

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP :; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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