Fake Love (take what resonates, leave the rest)

I want something real, something so real.

My friends are real that’s the difference between my fake friends who will only come to me to make me feel guilty.

I can see the difference between real and something fake.

My real friends showed me the way, love me and accept me like their best friends.

My real friends accept me and deal with me effortlessly. My friends love me for who I am. Accepted me for who I am.

My fake family, fake cousins, fake aunts, all fakes are killing me softly. But now, they are nothing to me.

They’re faking everything just to hurt me. But my real family are so good to me.

My real brother is being real with me. My real uncles are being real with me. My real father is being real with me. My real mother is also being real with me.

I must be real no matter what happen. I must be real in all my ways. I must be real so that I will be better.

I was faked so then I became fake. But I am now real no matter what others would say, I will accept me.

I will no longer fake my reality just because the world fake with me. I may have been faked since I was young, but that doesn’t mean I will also be fake in front of my real friends.

I must be real, no matter what. I want real friends, so I must be real to them. I must tell the truth about me and my life circumstance so that others will trust me.

I want a real friend, so I must be a real friend too them too. If they won’t like me, then that’s okay, they’re not my friends but my enemies.

I must be real now, I’m tired of acting. I must say no to the fakers and let go of my enemies. I will no longer play with them, I will get their bullshit out of me.

My relatives at the backdoor, they’re nothing but my relatives. I will be real no matter what they would say, even if they will kill me.

I must be real in all my ways so that I will know the real lovers from the fake ones. I know I am loved. I know I am blessed.

If fakers tries to hurt me, they’ll only fade away in seconds. They can’t survive the heat of my light.

I must stand up now in front of the real people. I must not fake it until I make it. I must make it real until I make it.

I am happy to be me, I am no longer acting like I am not me. I have to be me, that’s the only way I can see my real soul family.

I must be me, that’s the only way I can see the real me. I must be real to my real brothers that’s the only way I will be respected and treated.

I must be free. I must be happy because I am the real me. I will tell the truth about me, but the story about others, I have to keep it in private.

I must be real, they can’t manipulate me and hide me in someone elses persona. I am me now, I will be me.

Even if they will fake me, I will still be real to me. Even if I have to let go of the fakers that surrounds me, I have to be me, because now I can do it my own way.

It doesn’t matter who my mother and father is, what matters now is what I have become. I have become great, I have become better and greater everyday of my life.

It doesn’t matter who my fake relatives are, it doesn’t matter who put me down and put me to shame. What matters now is who lift me up and accepted me for who I am.

I have to tell the truth of the province I have come from, that’s the only way I can become the real me. That’s the only way I can stop acting like what they want me to be.

I must reconnect to the people back in my town because they knew the real me. My friends and neighbors also knew the real me.

The matters of others and how they live doesn’t have to do with me. It’s time to face my shame and let go of that guilty feelings I have developed overtime.

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP : https://amazon.com/roselynmina; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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