Insisting (take what resonates)

I am no longer insisting, I will start listening.

I have finally accepted the choice you have made.

I will be respecting you now because I am getting older now.

I hope you will be given some guidance to listen to your own intuition.

I am going to give up, not because I am losing but because I am winning.

It’s time to focus in what I want instead of those that I don’t want because it attracts me and it will never go away.

I was already changed back to the real me. I have become authentic and I will always be real.

Even if I have to face my shame of being abandoned, blamed, and disrespected.

I am not recognized, I was being denied.

No matter what I do, I will no longer win.

I am not expecting anything, but I will keep it open.

I am going to try the other way around because I have tried focusing on “I don’t want to.”

Now I will focus on what I want. I want to move on away from these people. That’s what I want because I have already given up the fantasy I was living at.

I thought I was still being considered, but I know I’m just being bullied.

The urgency and the threat that they’re acting upon, made me feel so scared hiding behind their walls.

I am scared of them dying, but I am already accepting that people will really die even if nobody wants them to.

My pets died fighting on their life. They didn’t surrender to the truth and trust that they will be healed.

They kept on healing even if all they need is relaxing. They must also stay still and keep their hearts open.

It’s time to accept the love that you’ve been given. It’s time to accept people’s death even if it’s not their time yet.

People will die anyway, in their own time. Just like I will succeed anyway in my own time.

I will be successful in all my ways, I will be happy in all my journeys.

Even if people is dying, I will take on

the right journey because they’re dying anyway.

I must realize this, that I am living now because I am blessed. It is time to give back to those people who are in need.

It’s time to heal those people who are believing. I know I am a little sick of this feeling abandoned.

Rejected and bullied, unattended and unacknowledge. I have been used for their own craziness instead of their own diligence.

I will be okay, to help them a little way even if it means they’re doing the wrong way. I am happy. I will be happy. I will always be happy.

I want to have that community, I want to have that same room. I want to succeed abs become successful.

I want to be with my community, I want to be of help to them. I want to be abundant, I want to be sharing to my real family.

I want to give back to them while they’re here an living. Even if they don’t want to accept it, I will find another way to help them in my own little way.

I think that will be fine, I’ll make it so irresistible for them to say no. I know what they need, they will no longer say no.

I with be helping them in my own little way. I will no longer stop them if they will choose their own way.

I am no longer living with them because I have decided to make my own house to stay.

I will be successful in all my way. Even if they keep reprimanding me although I have already done it, just to make me feel like I am still the same.

But they will see the change by the way I answer. I will show them I am real, I am capable, I an better, not the cripple that she thought I am.

I will keep going on my journey, otherwise she will win again, against me. In this house I am a little me, but outside I will show the real me.

I have to do it secretly, so that nobody will stop my way. They will only know that I have when it’s already over that there’s no way they can stop it any longer.

When someone is pregnant, it has to be kept hidden for it to remain healthy. There are others who wants to harm my way. But I will not let them know it until I already have it.

I have already accepted, I couldn’t change it. It’s her choice, it’s nobody’s choice. Even if she will fail in the end, it’s not my pain, I have already done my everything, I have showed them my feeling, but they’re still not listening.

So now is the time to keep my heart winning. Now is the time to keep myself moving. Now is the time to stop caring, because there’s nothing I can do if they don’t want to.

It’s up to them now, I am no longer stepping their decisions now. It’s up to them now if they’ll decide to do whatever they want.

If they’ll ask my advise I will no longer forced it to them, it will be their choice now, no matter how much I care and how much desperately I want to help them.

I will only speak a little, but I will no longer hold it longer. I will walk away from evil and follow the lord where peace resides.

I will walk on his way, I must save myself now. This is my time to keep my life going. I will no longer educate them. I have done my part, I hope they’re listening.

Up to them now, I’m on my way to receiving love from above. I’m on my way to the other journey. I will be protecting those people who are trying to help me. That’s all I can do instead of buying from the drama that’s no longer serving me.

I always know it’s not going to be helping me, so I’ll do it my way. I will no longer care about them too because they’re already adult they knew what to say, they knew what they’re doing, they have planned behind it. I am no longer going to be hypnotized.

It is time to go on my own even if they will keep telling lies about me. Even if they will keep hitting me with their words and their acts, that wouldn’t affect me, because I know it’s just a movie that they want to show me.

They really though I am still their victim, least the knew I’m already growing. Any acts will no longer work on me. Maybe you will wake up right after dying. Maybe you will. Maybe.

Who knows, who cares. I have already cared so much, but none of them seems to matter. I better listen to me now, just me.

I want them to see the differences between me and them. I want them to see the community I have created. I want them to see the new me. I want them to see the grown up me.

I am better with friends, always better with them, always better with them. Who else will help me anyway but them. For sure I will be volunteering and helping the team.

Atleast I have spent my life useful to the people around. At least I have been valued a little, of my work instead of being taken for granted, just because they have paid for me.

The same as, I will remember the help they have given me. I will only take the lesson that my observation have taught me. I have to trust myself because I know the best, even if they’ll try manipulating me, they can no longer do it.

I will make myself trustworthy, me and me only. I will make my name big and visible, I will trust my way. I have everything I need mind body and soul. They cannot belittle me.

Try to background check me and the performance I have made. I deserve to be the best not the least. I deserve to grow. I deserve to be developed. I deserved to be loved, I deserved to be accepted

I am taking on my Tesda skill, relating to finance, soon as I will receive my first salary. Then I will keep going on and on, the angels will defend me. Because they knew I am doing it to expand my community. Soon, very soon. I will be visiting that IT park Tesda Place to get that skill done.

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP :; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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