Manipulators (see if resonates)

I’ll keep all my business secret to everybody, no one would know except me and my buddy.

Those people who have manipulated me with their money will not be recognized in this new journey.

No matter how much money they’ve spent on me, they can’t get my attention nor my lessons.

They can’t have me worship them no matter how much money they have given me. I will give it back slowly and effortlessly in my own way.

They want to take it all for their own selfish wishes. For their family and the nephews that they’ve chosen to take on their wealth.

Nothing would be left to them except through me. Because I will share with them, they will be happy.

I will take charge now in all my ways, even if they have put on me their gossiping evil eyes.

Their plans on me will no longer prosper. I will share to them only what I have left after I’m done with everything I have planned for me.

I’ll do it all for me, despite of their crazy thoughts about me, I know it’s mysterious, something venumous.

She’s looking at me as if she’s trying to kill me. But I don’t really know what she’s up to me. All I know is that she’s crazy trying to kill me for money.

They will have all the place rented just for me to feel naked, abandoned, left behind, have no one.

They made me feel like nobody cares, but the the truth is that I have so much community willing to help me.

Their little brains will keep talking about me, but I am here to give back what they will be giving to me.

If my businesses will took off and I will be blessed more than what I deserve, I will be heading on my own way.

I will still be contributing to their community, to their friends but not to their family, because I care about someone I know.

She kinda change her full name using their last name. That’s not what I wanted, that’s not what I wanted.

But the fools are happy because they want to take it all away. Like that cousin she’s really into, I don’t know what’s up with them, maybe they’re hiding something.

Something like a black magic they’re trying to hide from me.

But that fire showed it all, that fire made it all out. They no longer know the real me.

Only my friends and the people I trust will see the beauty in me, the great values and the great virtues that I possessed.

I must not let their false beliefs about me kill my desire to be the best I can be.

They told me I am after money, that’s why I am not into them.

They think they’re poor that’s why I am not making friends with them.

The truth is that, they’re abusing me and making me feel like nobody. They thought I am unworthy. They made me feel like they’re always better than me. They made me feel like an idiot like I have nothing to say.

Guess what, I am here to prove them they’re wrong. Good thing is that they’re not a reader just a good gossiper that’s why I have to keep moving because I know everything about them doesn’t mean a thing.

Although I am thankful and grateful I can still stay away and close to them. Eventhough I am still here trying to face my fear. I will be paying back all the debt I have borrowed from them.

Someday I will be able to tell myself, no matter what they say I have given back enough to them in my own way.

They don’t feel anything, they just don’t know how, no guilt, no shame, such a good narcissist.

Nobody wants him only that woman who wants him. This is so crazy I think this is also happening to me. But no longer because I am heading the right way.

These emotions will pass, these emotions will be gone, these resentments will be gone, these people who wants me down will be gone, these people who want to take me down will be down.

I am trying to be strong, but all they did was pulling me down, back to that thought they thought I am.

Their brain are channeling some negative frequencies, while my angels tries to keep me up and awake.

The mother who knows how to keep me slow, the mother who knows how to keep down.

A mother who can’t accept nor can’t believe that she’s outsmarted

No matter how much magic this old lady has she’s no longer going to pass, because this world is passing by along with her lullaby.

I am waking up, I must be awake all night. They kept putting me to sleep and calling me lazy afterwards.

They will not accept my blessings because they just want to call me greedy and unkind.

They won’t accept anything from me, nothing nor apology, they will just wish me ill telling lies about me.

I have been hurt, totally hurt, but other people would know, other people would see the beauty in me.

My heart is so kind to those who are kind, specially the neighbors who have seen my specialty. They will be blessed in my ways.

And the cousins and other families who betrays me will no longer have that false moves because they will no their steps are being watch.

Yes, I have nobody to talk to. No one to tell the truth. Nobody to tell my story with. I have no one. No one wants to listen. I am not talking because I care about what other people would think about them.

I was threatened, physically and mentally threatened by a cousin older than me, trusted by my acting mother who gave birth to me.

I feel like she’s a ghost trying to hide in someone else’s dream. A ghost trying to put in so much pain.

She’s different in front of them, different in front of me, different in front of the other. Maybe because she’s got something in her brain.

I am not going to be confused about her anymore, I will just move on to where I must go. She can be who she wants to be. She can act who she wants to be.

But rest assured I am moving forward, I’m not letting them ride me as if they only want me to work for them. I will work for me, and that’s what I’m suppose to be doing.

That’s what makes me happy, that’s what keeps me moving on.

I know they’re still watching me, hoping they can still manipulate me, because they think I’m crazy. But they didn’t know I have mastered something they didn’t know.

The old lady is hypnotizing me. I know she will be doing it again like that day they did to me. No matter how many acts they will show me, I will always see the truth behind their walls. I will always see the illusion they set for me.

Even if they knew it will hurt me, I will just burn it all away. I am existing but I am no longer acting. I will be changing the me they knew to the now I am.

I am new, that’s what I am. I am no longer what they thought I am. But they’re trying to bring me back to where I came from. That’s what they want, that’s what they always want.

But I am no longer be that old lady in me, I will be the young that I’m suppose to be.

They can no longer manipulate me.


Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP :; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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