Restrictions (see if it resonates)

I am being restricted because my acting parents are so strict.

But I am no longer a child that they can manipulate.

I have changed my life because of the decisions I’ve made.

I have become the best because of the skills I have mastered.

I have been honored, because I keep honoring the best.

I have been loved, because I kept loving the least.

I have been there when no one wants to surround them.

I have been to friends who wants me around.

I have been to family who tried helping me.

Let’s see who’s this person restricting me.

He’s no one, just the acting one, trying hard but not really hitting the right one.

I have become the best in everything I do because I have been investing too much time in it.

I have released myself because I learned to love myself.

I have healed myself because I learned to face this pain within me.

That fake love really hurts me, but I know I can make it the right way.

Time to bring it on, time to return back to where I was at.

Time to feel this feeling so I can let it go.

It’s time look what I am holding so I can release it freely out from my hands.

Maybe it’s a bird or maybe it’s someone else.

No more restrictions, it’s just me, it’s nothing serious than you.

That lovely heart wants to find me.

That lovely heart felt so rejected I didn’t know.

No more rejections, no more restrictions.

They said you have grown up, better buddy, better.

I am too scared you’re killing me, but love sets me free.

Love will find a way, no matter how much the devil wants to beat me.

It’s not me, it’s the father, my husband to be.

I am marrying him because I am too old for this.

But that’s really up to him now, I’ll just keep loving him.

No more restriction issues, I’m okay with restrictions.

I can go out with friends while I am loving the one I am meant to be.

I am going to love my husband, I’ll do it for me.

I will fall in love, it’s okay. I’ll fall in love with the one I know.

I am taken, but I must keep it open.

Published by irose

Hi! I'm Roselyn! Username: irose PayPal (In case you wanna sponsor me I am a life warrior. I have been through shit, running away from my bliss. But I guess, I've had enough that I want to just be myself. *My mother dreamt of something great; I think I am doing it, this time!⛄

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