Hide and seek (take what resonates)

I used to play hide and seek with my lovely imaginary daddy.
But I am an adult now, it’s time to show up professionally.
I will be taking care of my self.
I will be bringing her up the right way.
I must stop playing like I am not here, even if he’s really talking to me.

It’s like claiming, “I can’t speak English” by saying “I can’t speak English.” Claiming “I don’t understand English” by saying “I don’t understand English.”
It’s funny though, it made me realize I was a complete actress, acting like a baby, even if I have a lot of hair in my armpit already.

It’s called craziness right. A distorted reality.
It’s to keep me think like I am still a baby, even if I am an adult already.
But that’s okay, as long as I am surrounded by the right people and not the bad ones.
I won’t be playing hide and seek any longer.
I think it’s time for me to grow up and be matured already.

I have friends, boyfriends and girlfriends.
I have a job I will keep myself happy until I reach 5 years already.
It’s that perfect time to get my house done.
It’s also the right time for me to get a new degree.
I am excited to go back to school 5 years from now.
For the mean time, I will be taking my masteral, no more hide and seek, I will take some baby steps to get to that training class.

I will take secret classes for my baby self, I will be bringing her to many different classes. A dance class, a cooking class, a driving class, a finance class, bookkeeping class, swimming class, lots of class.
Writing class, poetry class, marketing class, whatever classes she wants to take.

I’ll bring her to different communities and different cultures. I will teach you different languages and different types of skills you can get, baking, sawing, song writing, whatever!
Those little classes will help her grow into an amazing person.
I would be happy to see myself in pictures being happy and and successful in all her ways.

As long as she will help me make money to put her to classes she wants to take.
As long as she will help me sell lots of houses to fund her travel expenses.
As long as she will help me write lots of bestselling books and best articles to fund her activities, I will be happy to give it all to her.

No more hide and seek, let’s go out with our friends, to make all these things done and in place.
It’s time to go out there, to learn a new skill that will help us get to where we are going.
It’s time to listen and do something to earn some certificates and some blessings.
Just keep it open.

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP : https://amazon.com/roselynmina; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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