Pain (please take what resonates)

It’s too painful to face this pain.
It’s making feel like resisting, but I must bring it on.
It’s the only I can come out from this sad reality of being belittled by this family.
It’s really killing me, this man is abusing me.
They’re only one family you know, I must really come out from it like really.

It’s okay for now, they can keep me feeling so lucky.
I am, I know I am. Because they did this to me, I will be coming out my way.
I will make my own money and my own frequency.
I have to accept the death of this being that I’m still connected to.

The reason why they’re still hurting me, because I am still connected with them in some way.
Somehow, I am still tuning in and being belittled by them.
I know they’re so connected with this woman, they’re looking at me differently.

I have to keep coming out my own way, let’s see if they will still recognize me.
Let’s see if they will still have power over me.
Let’s see if this cousin will still look down on me.
Even if they do, they’re just looking down at themselves now and their own family.

Even if they will be looking up to me, I will be happy. Let’s see what they would say if they see me above shining like a star.
They can no longer hurt me nor belittle me because now I am floating on top of them.
Someone wants me to be on top, I will ride it confidently.

It’s time to show them, the real me. Out from this mask that’s covering me.
I will show them who I am, I will make them feel empty and lowly.
It’s time to start looking up to the stars above.
They have the answers to my unanswered questions.
They approved me and guide me without hesitating.

I will be looking up to them, and doing their way, because I know it’s noble and it’s easy.
These stars will not betray me. They will provide for me.
I just have to be a little patience with me. I know I will soon be embodying a new spirit, free than anybody else.

Well with friends I am a free spirit helping them.
But to this family, I am a prisoner a victim of their own false stories.
Such a horrible tragedy to be surrounded by these ugly individuals living in this city.
I am Roselyn Mina, a woman from Cebu City, not the one they thought I am.

I have been manifesting myself to be living in the mountains of Cebu City. I love busay, I will surely get a place near there but in my own name.
Something big independent from them.
I really thought that’s just a little city, it turns out it’s too big if I am thinking big.

I will surely get a place there secretly. I will also have a house and lot in Lapu-Lapu City. But my condo will be in the mountains of Cebu.
I want to get one, that one near busay. I felt so good watching it.
I can channel more energy in there.
I can be more connected to my amazing psychic within.

Pain, this makes me decide and dream.
I hope I can get both, but I will plan to get one first. Since I can still rent here in there little nipa house.
This way I can also help them in my own little way, while my condo is on her way.

She’s going to be called mynah, a beautiful mynah bird. Singing from my area, where I am staying at night.
In the weekends, I will be visiting that place, because I will also be taking classes.
In the weekdays, I will be working from 10 to 7.
In the morning, I will be marketing, taking morning classes, and writing and dancing in the evening.
I will be okay, sharing my blessings to my aunt who’s been helping me.

I will also be sharing blessings to my father who’s helping my brothers to get a better and beautiful life. I will be providing him with the support I needed.
Because when I supported them, I will also feel like supported. But wait, I forgot, I must also stay where my husband stayed. Maybe during weekends, I will be flying there to see him. Just to be there, doing nothing but playing and writing. We will be taking class together.

As long as we’re together, we will be okay, happy and successful in all our way.

I will no longer consider them, I will keep going my own way.
I will be helping my father because I know that thing will come back to me and my brothers.
I will bless him slowly in my own little way. I hope that they will be happy to see me helping them also be happy.

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP :; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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