Did it for me (take what resonates)

It’s not that I am selfish, I just want to do it for myself first.
So that I will have more than enough then when I help.
But that was before, I realize that time can be shorter for people.
My cats died so easily, people can so too.

It happened to my brother and I felt so bad about it, but I am going to accept it anyway.
It’s okay, as long as my brother is okay.
I will be doing things right, I know I can make it right.
That’s always my goal. A little twist will be done.
I will be helping them now, because if not now then when.
I have to provide them as a gift, and a little help.
I will be giving them food and I will be sharing my food and things with them as well, selfishness is over.

But I will still be doing things for me.
Everything I’ll do it for me.
That’s not selfishness if I have to share it with them anyway.
I will be working and earning more money for me, so that I will become financially independent.
I always wanted to be financially independent.
I always wanted to be able to live in my own house.
I always wanted to have the right to decide for my bills, for decorations, for people to connect with etc.

I’ll keep it open for me.
I’ll keep it open for me to be blessed in all my ways.
I’ll keep it open for me to keep on giving and receiving from others.
No matter enemy would say, I will keep it open for me.
Even if it smells bad already, I’ll just keep it open and clean everyday.

My heart will also be kept open because my feelings for me and others must also be kept open.
No matter how ugly these people who are still looking up to me, I will still keep it open for me and others to be blessed.
I don’t have to close it, I will just turn my attention to others who are there to accept me for who I am.

The Lord Jesus accepts me for who I am and what I am. I will keep it open for others to accept me for who I am and where I have come from.
I will keep it open for me to be accepted for being who I am, for whatever these people are charging me.
I will let everyone know how they kept putting me back to shame.
I will no longer fear. I will keep my heart open for people to see me for who I am.

I will also let them see how my family and relatives treated me so that they will be able to decide to reprimand these people for treating me inappropriately.
I will let them see what they’ve done to me.
The heavens will see it, the highest realms will see it.
Let’s see what they have to say. All I have to do is to keep it open for them to see me.

I am being watched from above, they have been listening to me, and they have been tuning in with me.
I will just keep it open, since I am weak now, I cannot close it anyway, I can only keep it open. I can only relax and wait for further instructions.
Even if I have lied, the angels knew it anyway.
And if they’ll ask further, I’ll just tell the truth without delay.

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not šŸ˜ƒ just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP : https://amazon.com/roselynmina; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies šŸ˜ he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ā¤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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