Coming out

I am coming out from them now, I figure out they’re just killing me.
They’re not letting me out because they’re angry with me.
They don’t want me around because they can’t accept me.
I will be with the person who deserves me.
I will be with that person who will accept me.
I will be with the person who will accept me.
I will be with that person who will not belittle me.
I will be with that person who respect me.
I will be with that person who will acknowledge me.
I will be with that person who will treasure me and love me.
I will be with that person who will love me for who I am.
I will be with that person and my friends who can talk with me.
I will be with that person who will open up with me.

I am coming out from my enemy, they no longer serve me better.
I am coming out from the people I used to go and be, they’re only hurting me.
I am coming out from them, I want to save them.
I can only be their friends with them because I care about them.
I can only be friends to family and friends because I care about them.
I can only be friends to them because they’re dying my husband won’t let them touch me.
They can only see but not touch me.
They can only be my friend but not touch me.
I have to be with him all the time because he’s my husband.
He’s allowed to connect with me because he’s my husband.

He cannot hurt me, he’s too innocent for that.
He’s crying like a baby, he’s so funny, but he’s still cute anyway.
This love is young, I thought I am too old for this love.
But I am young, I am still young. It’s hard to find me.
I kept flying everywhere, I am running out of time.
Can somebody find my time?
Oh this love is crazy, he’s running away from me.
I kept on chasing him just to connect with him.
But I’m so scared, I do not trust him, only because he is not known yet.

But I realize I can because he is young with a lovely heart.
I can trust him because he is my everything.
My everything can be trusted, he have proven himself worthy in everything.
He’s got what it takes to be my mate.
Although I don’t have it, I can still work on it.
Rest assured I deserve it because I am working hard for it.
He may have to discipline me and help me learn their thing.
I believe he’s a good teacher, and I can be a good follower.
We don’t really need to talk, we just have to be quiet all day.

The people would see the best version of me. I might be friends with someone you know.
Someone that will connect you with me.
Maybe someone will find me to help me connect with you.
These people are well informed, they can trace me back and forth.

This is crazy but it’s making me happy, they’re not seeing me anyway.
We can keep in touch, if not me then the other.
If not then through friends of friends.
We can still talk and keep talking.
Even from afar we’re still keeping in touch.
You know this right, telepathic thinking is right.
We can cook, we can eat, we can do it all.
You’re always thinking about me trying to get to know me.
But I am here hiding my true self from you.
Imagine, that’s what I said. I’m coming out towards you.

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