Insecurity

She’s been so insecured by me because she’s not really pretty.
But she is through me, she just doesn’t want to see me.
My face looks different from the rest, she’s been bullied.
I care about her, she’s so amazing, she deserves better, I can’t even look at her.
I am his husband but I feel so lowly, because I am so insecure about her.
She looks so real, beautiful, I mean so pretty. I was talking to her but she’s not really listening.

I wanted to reach out but she’s flying away, I asked her where she had been, she said flying.
I can feel her anger, she’s no longer an angel, she became a demon.
But she’s still my angel, no matter what happen.
She knows I am writing this because I care.
She’s probably listening, she’s probably answering.
She’s crazy sometimes but I like her anyway.
She’s like an angry little girl, and I am like her secret admirer.
She’s so pretty, I want to take a look at her.
I believe she’s not really her, I believe she’s funnier than the rest.

She’s always my favorite, she published a book with me in mind.
She was happy, she looks so happy, she’s very happy.
She’s excited to inspire others. She’s inspired to keep on doing things accordingly.
She’s always homeless, I know, she can’t be just believing in anything she’s saying.

Published by Roselyn

Hi! I'm Roselyn! The first and only daughter of my father. He's a farmer and I am so proud of him for raising me and accepting me as his own. I believe that Broken families are meant to be broken for good. As a product, I always feel in-secured about family coz I think I don't have one and I am left alone; but the truth is, I still have them, they just went separate ways and I just have to accept that and move on. It's my only insecurity, I have no place to call my home coz my parents doesn't have one. They're broken after all. I'm going to make a family and it will start with me.

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