I was thinking of writing something, but I have forgotten.
Wait let me see. Hmm. It’s probably about how grateful I am to have this brand new day.
Greeting people beautifully.
Thanking them for seeing me.
My insecurities want to blind me.
But I am not scared, I’ll face until you will confess with me that I am okay.

I have seen those eyes, weary, angry, cold blooded.
Such a fear I will no longer fear but cheer.
He’s so funny, I can’t stop him but I can run away.
He’s so angry my ego wants to win this game but it’s too dangerous I’m scared of running away.
I want him to let go of something that’s threatening me.
Oh yeah, it’s a stone, a dangerous stone.
But now I want to keep it, it’s not going to hit me, won’t it?

Published by Roselyn

Hi! I'm Roselyn! The first and only daughter of my father. He's a farmer and I am so proud of him for raising me and accepting me as his own. I believe that Broken families are meant to be broken for good. As a product, I always feel in-secured about family coz I think I don't have one and I am left alone; but the truth is, I still have them, they just went separate ways and I just have to accept that and move on. It's my only insecurity, I have no place to call my home coz my parents doesn't have one. They're broken after all. I'm going to make a family and it will start with me.

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