It’s the funniest Birthday

Laughing at myself being laughed by myself
These people greeted me happy birthday just like how I greeted my Lee Min Ho.
I’m a fan by the way, since BOF, year what?
2011 I guess.

It felt so amazing how these people were echoing, but my other friends knew it and we’re having fun with it.
Who would have thought, they’ll follow my lead and credit it back to me now.

It’s just the funniest, a wonderful time of the year, it isn’t my birthday yet, but I am so happy they greeted me. It’s been a long time since somebody cares about my birthday.

I used to hide it for them not to know it. Because it will only disappoint me when nobody cares to greet me.
But I have few friends, they knew my birthday. Giving me Christmas gifts specially princess.

I am so lucky to have one friend like that, another one and the other came, I have more than two, and that’s really amazing. I am so happy, thankful and grateful and so honored to laugh with them and have fun with the crew.

Soon as this pandemic ends, we will be arranging something new, a collaboration of friends to go on hiking, jogging, snorkeling, biking, not to mention climbing.

It is just so awesome today, I hope that every day, I will have a new friend to get to know and be happy to share my amazing crazy thoughts with.

But I am still in doubt sometimes, knowing that this is just me, nobody cares since childhood started, fakers surrounded me. Or maybe it’s just me who’s been reluctant to get to know the rest because I am so scared they might be all fakers.

1 is to 1000, I think that’s pretty crazy, I only knew a few, maybe 500 but I have maybe less than 5, so let’s say, 10 to a thousand. That’s even too much, not so real, but atleast.

At least that’s my new friend said, well, I can them friends, whatever, you’re cool with it right? At least, at least.
I am not feeling stuck, I can always reach out to everybody. Someone is always listening to me.

I thank you everybody!

Published by Roselyn

Hi! I'm Roselyn! The first and only daughter of my father. He's a farmer and I am so proud of him for raising me and accepting me as his own. I believe that Broken families are meant to be broken for good. As a product, I always feel in-secured about family coz I think I don't have one and I am left alone; but the truth is, I still have them, they just went separate ways and I just have to accept that and move on. It's my only insecurity, I have no place to call my home coz my parents doesn't have one. They're broken after all. I'm going to make a family and it will start with me.

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