I guess it’s only me

Hoping to sit next to you, wanting to be close to you, but I guess it’s only me.

I imagine myself being with you, happy but noone could see me, I guess it’s only me.

If it’s true then when will it be, I am hoping to see our compatibility.

I hope to enjoy the connection, longer than necessary.

I hope to feel your presence, and be with everybody.

I am tired of soloing somebody, I wanna try sharing you with everyone’s heart, hoping you will choose me.

I can wait until 100 ends, but I guess it’s only me, you’re not going to meet me.

It hurts sometimes knowing that we lived differently, but I am also happy I am a free bird, nobody really cares so much, it’s a good sign of maturity.

I guess it’s only me, wanting to see you with me, you haven’t thought of it because you’re too busy.

But I am so lucky, I can be just anybody, unlike you, all eyes are on you.

I hated that kind of life it’s defeating my freedom to privacy, but I ended that today because it’s no longer helping me.

What’s privacy anyway, for security? Or for hiding your true identity.

I am tired of running away, I guess it’s time to take the other way, this way, that way I have been trying to escape and avoid.

I was too close today with everybody, I thought they’re going to hurt, but they’re not.

I figured out they’re too busy with their goals they barely noticed me.

I guess that’s the difference between my today from my yesterday.

The thoughts I once thought is no longer true, not in this new generation.

If you want to still be with the old one, then up to you really.

But why would you? You have suffered long enough, isn’t that enough to try something new today?

But I guess it’s only me, you’re not really noticing me, but if you do, I’ll be happy to introduce me.

I hate hiding, I feel like I am a prisoner. Hey you! If you’re a good person, and you knew it, just go out there, they don’t care.

The past will haunt you, but the present will surprise you. But I guess it’s only me, please join me okay?

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP : https://amazon.com/roselynmina; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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