I guess it’s only me

Hoping to sit next to you, wanting to be close to you, but I guess it’s only me.

I imagine myself being with you, happy but noone could see me, I guess it’s only me.

If it’s true then when will it be, I am hoping to see our compatibility.

I hope to enjoy the connection, longer than necessary.

I hope to feel your presence, and be with everybody.

I am tired of soloing somebody, I wanna try sharing you with everyone’s heart, hoping you will choose me.

I can wait until 100 ends, but I guess it’s only me, you’re not going to meet me.

It hurts sometimes knowing that we lived differently, but I am also happy I am a free bird, nobody really cares so much, it’s a good sign of maturity.

I guess it’s only me, wanting to see you with me, you haven’t thought of it because you’re too busy.

But I am so lucky, I can be just anybody, unlike you, all eyes are on you.

I hated that kind of life it’s defeating my freedom to privacy, but I ended that today because it’s no longer helping me.

What’s privacy anyway, for security? Or for hiding your true identity.

I am tired of running away, I guess it’s time to take the other way, this way, that way I have been trying to escape and avoid.

I was too close today with everybody, I thought they’re going to hurt, but they’re not.

I figured out they’re too busy with their goals they barely noticed me.

I guess that’s the difference between my today from my yesterday.

The thoughts I once thought is no longer true, not in this new generation.

If you want to still be with the old one, then up to you really.

But why would you? You have suffered long enough, isn’t that enough to try something new today?

But I guess it’s only me, you’re not really noticing me, but if you do, I’ll be happy to introduce me.

I hate hiding, I feel like I am a prisoner. Hey you! If you’re a good person, and you knew it, just go out there, they don’t care.

The past will haunt you, but the present will surprise you. But I guess it’s only me, please join me okay?

Published by irose

Hi! I'm Roselyn! Username: irose PayPal (In case you wanna sponsor me www.paypal.me/RoselynMina I am a life warrior. I have been through shit, running away from my bliss. But I guess, I've had enough that I want to just be myself. *My mother dreamt of something great; I think I am doing it, this time!⛄

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