Angelical Self

I am alive today, it’s Sunday!
It’s a beautiful day.
I went to church and listened up.
My worries and fears just went away.
I bought that orange, her favorite food.
I listen to her needs, as well as her crazy thoughts.
My baby self is over thinking, I have to take over.
Reassuring that whenever I am not around, I will be around, just call on me and I’ll be with her.

She’s my favorite, my amazing friend.
I have been helping her since she’s being neglected.
Sometimes she felt so bad, sometimes she thinks so bad.
Sometimes she’s paranoid, sometimes she wants to run.
That anxiety sometimes attacked her, I am here to reassure her that she’s all well and fine.

Whenever her brain got so busy, it’s hard for me to take over.
That’s why she must first remember me so I can get to her quickly.
When she call the name of GOD I am being alerted.
I am assigned to assist her in her journey.
I may have to do it all when she’s really in a bad mood.
All those negativities just came flowing, it’s hard to get in.
That’s why I asked her to keep it open.

She’s easy to get depressed because she’s overthinking.
Her lack of faith in me makes her weak.
It is dragging her down to that ugly place.
She started cursing without ending.
The church is the way, the only way in.
There is something there that keep her at peace with her self.
It helped her relaxed, it’s her time to confess.
I am just listening, sometimes it’s hard to take over, it’s because sometimes she’s so close minded.

That’s way, always keep your heart open, even if you’re scared they won’t matter.
There’s a lot of ways to make your dreams come true, just don’t get stressed.
Stressing only means giving up, you can rest but keep the faith.
There’s always going to be tomorrow, the fame isn’t over yet.
Have fun and enjoy with yourself.
Let that love of GOD override everything.
Keep what you ask, and think about it.
I must keep reminding you to be happy.
Thanks to Lee min ho, his laugh makes me feel okay.

Published by irose

Hi! I'm Roselyn! Username: irose PayPal (In case you wanna sponsor me I am a life warrior. I have been through shit, running away from my bliss. But I guess, I've had enough that I want to just be myself. *My mother dreamt of something great; I think I am doing it, this time!⛄

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