Seconds Matter

Wake up! Sleeping on it won’t make your dreams come true.
Awhile ago, there was an earthquake.
It was so strong, it only take a second.
That’s how fast it is, if we sleep on something, in one second we can miss the chance.
If today is the day, then let’s do it already.
I saw a friend, my friend’s husband, I am so lucky I bought that food, I felt so hungry right after my shift. I did it, so met someone close to someone in the second.

It’s windy today, the ocean moves slowly, people swimming.
There are garbages around, I hope they’ll clean it one day.
I have no authority to dictate, I can only hope and be responsible myself in keeping my garbages in the right place.
Saturday always feel so good, it’s my first holiday of the week.
I am going out there later today, far away from where I am sitting.

I am happy to see that everyone’s getting through the day.
I hope that one day this whole pandemic will end and a new hope will begin.
I have a brother that must be sent to the province.
We just couldn’t understand each other yet.
He’s helping not to my psychic health.
He keeps on making me angry, but I have deeply and completely accepted myself.
I will acknowledge this devil that lives in me, who wants to fight any chance she can get.

Even though I have this bad temper that I am so scared it might explode I might hurt the world.
As if I have this anger issue that is sleeping like a volcanoe.
That when it erupted I might not be able to save you.
Or is this a sign that something big is about to happen, a disaster following yesterday’s earthquake.
Please watch over us now and forever.
The angels have mercy in these trying times baby.

Published by Roselyn

Hi! I'm Roselyn! The first and only daughter of my father. He's a farmer and I am so proud of him for raising me and accepting me as his own. I believe that Broken families are meant to be broken for good. As a product, I always feel in-secured about family coz I think I don't have one and I am left alone; but the truth is, I still have them, they just went separate ways and I just have to accept that and move on. It's my only insecurity, I have no place to call my home coz my parents doesn't have one. They're broken after all. I'm going to make a family and it will start with me.

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