Waking up on my own without the bell ringing from my phone. It’s very different when you are feeling great. I can sense the holiday fuller than earlier today. Finally, I can wake up without an alarm clock for 2 straight days. It’s like heaven to me, and I am thankful of the Lords and my amazing gift for giving us all this great opportunity.
I am so thankful and greatful for the kindness of their hearts. I will support it by staying positive while moving forward in my journey to improving my skills inside this gift. Hoping that I will see more progress in the next months to come, and will continue to progress the next seconds, hours, days, months and years after. I am building muscles through my failures. I appreciate all the efforts and the challenges I presented myself.
Failures makes me learn a lot, thus I will be of help to those who haven’t been there. Lucky are those who have ears to listen and courage to trust and see the difference. I am so lucky that I realized this too soon, “By focusing on that specific and rightful goal, I am helping myself to get through it safely.” But sometimes you have to risk something in order to get something from someone you trust, someone better that will help build up your confidence to the highest level.
I am having fun, this journey is really making me feel crazily happy. It’s a place where I can be totally me. All my plans and my goals have been slowly manifested without the other side of me in mind. You know what I mean right? The old echoes that you have passed through but still chasing you, hunting you, bullying you, and wanting to be attended to.
If you want change, you have to change into the better version of you. If you want to be listened to, you have to talk like someone you like to listen to. If you are angry all the time, they will only think they’re better than you and they will not hesitate to belittle you, because they think you are uneducated because you act like you’re not.
It happened when you care too much about showing your true self to them, that insulting self, that strict self, that natural power to keep someone else’s mouth shut. Try me and I’ll fight a good fight. I find it exciting to show in front of their faces what I know about them, so they’d better be careful in telling me what not to do specially if I can spot that the person charging has no authority to speak up even if he is acting on his family’s behalf.
Distancing your mind and soul from these people. Caring less of how they might end up that’s why you’re stopping yourself from doing the thing you really want to do because you just Care about them. You want to keep them until the end, but you just can’t because they choose to be different and that’s a choice that you must respect. You have to go on with your self.
I observed, I am better when I am self helping myself, instead of getting others help. I am better when I decide to help myself. When I review on my own and do research on my own. I feel like I am supporting myself to becoming independent. And I am so happy because at least I did something that will help me progressed.
They can only fail me but they cannot stop me without me doing it. Sorry, I am only relaxing, but not stopping. I am gathering my strengths, so that I can be more productive. Regaining my strengths back and using it all when it is mostly needed.
Hi! I'm Roselyn!
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I am a life warrior.
I have been through shit, running away from my bliss.
But I guess, I've had enough that I want to just be myself.
*My mother dreamt of something great; I think I am doing it, this time!⛄
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