Toughest Lullaby

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She will go to places she haven’t been before.
Places no one like them existed.
A paradise that only the toughest would dare to see.
A decision that will set me free.
Back to my place where she is well respected and acknowledged.
As a daughter, not just someone else’s niece.
To a friend that’s always there waiting to be acknowledged.
Respecting her whereabouts even if she felt already so dirty.
Rising to the top, rebuilding a new her using my her real name, she’s no longer faking. Char.

Hiding behind the shadow of regrets, I must entangle my self, ready to fly high, no more fears to hold by.
No more hesitation, no more fear of being recognized. Char.
Jumping up to where one will be accepted, always will be.
It was her who left, she have chosen her fear to STOP her from being the best she can be, only because she care about what others would tell her if they knew her history.
Someone maybe put to shame and won’t be acknowledged for their own sake.
But she can still be their friend, that’s all she can give.

Feeling this shame stuck in her, wanting to be released needed to be healed.
That darkness within hungry, and wanna be enlightened.
She’s going to face them, with the truth in her face showing, smiling, sharing where she is coming from.
Even if it will put them somewhere, a situation that they could no longer handle.
Unstoppable it is, but the universe want this to happen.
You tell me, who’s the lord here?
If it’s meant to be, you’re just a man, can you stop a tsunami from encasing your shores?

Published by Roselyn

Hi! I'm Roselyn! The first and only daughter of my father. He's a farmer and I am so proud of him for raising me and accepting me as his own. I believe that Broken families are meant to be broken for good. As a product, I always feel in-secured about family coz I think I don't have one and I am left alone; but the truth is, I still have them, they just went separate ways and I just have to accept that and move on. It's my only insecurity, I have no place to call my home coz my parents doesn't have one. They're broken after all. I'm going to make a family and it will start with me.

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