Awakening

Stressing, worrying, got me nothing.
Overthinking as if I’m something.
Then realizing I am worthy of something worth my worth, then I did that instead.
Now I am happy maintaining the greatness in me.
The beauty of nature that inspires me.
Creativity of the stars that lift me.
Though we’re far away, our hearts never forgets.
Love travels beyond borders, unseen cannot be stopped except by the beholders intentional suppression of it.

Suffering from pain that’s not even real.
Thoughts that’s triggered by that one word.
Rhythm that triggers past events.
The devil wants the past back where he reigns.
But no matter what he does, change is coming.
Embracing it is a sign of strength and solid faith.
You my friend have surpassed it, rejoice and be blessed.

Acting like the least, getting your attention.
It’s a waste of time if you will give in.
A drama that’s a trap deserves ignorance.
Give what they deserve, do it for others who can’t defend themselves.
Smart people knew how to penetrate your emotion, I mostly fell for it, but now I will head the other way, I knew I’m going to fell for it again and again.
Forgetting who they were once to me helped me fight a good fight.
Living the present moment, proving them wrong of all their accuses, I am doing it for my self, because I know I deserve the best from me itself.

Gifts to myself, a thank for all her good deeds.
Staying still, supporting me in all my getaways.
Quietly suffering from their abusive words, still recovering, proving them all wrong of all their judgments.
Who says I cannot change what my devils wants me to become.
Now I am having fun proving them all wrong, except those who have been uplifting me.
Count me in, I am one of those who will cheer up on your behalf, eager to listen how you’ve made it through the top.

Published by Roselyn

Hi! I'm Roselyn! The first and only daughter of my father. He's a farmer and I am so proud of him for raising me and accepting me as his own. I believe that Broken families are meant to be broken for good. As a product, I always feel in-secured about family coz I think I don't have one and I am left alone; but the truth is, I still have them, they just went separate ways and I just have to accept that and move on. It's my only insecurity, I have no place to call my home coz my parents doesn't have one. They're broken after all. I'm going to make a family and it will start with me.

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