#1 Getting out from my comfort zone: Driving for the first time without a drivers license

I went to Kartzone to get out from my comfortzone. This is a system I am trying to develop for me to follow. It helped me relax and feeling new everytime I conquer every fear I have.

Since the pandemic, I have never been outside my little room. It got worse because I wasn’t really going out before that except with a friend who invited me to eat at restaurants, her treat.

I am truly blessed to have met people like her, although it didn’t continue due to pandemic. I found another strong workmate and a good friend during the pandemic and she’s awesome. Now that everything is slowly getting back to normal, I am also back in track in living the life I deserve to live.

Growing up stuck in one place and then the other, my life was truly from comfort zone to another comfort zone and I wasn’t really growing up even if I did have achievements. I want real experience, true feelings not just the feeling I get by reading those books. It got me frustrated sometimes and it’s making me too lazy many times.

I had so much fear of what my family and others would gossip behind my back if I do this and that, and I’m tired of that fearful life, trying to impress them all. In the end, they’re not even thankful of what you’ve got and belittled you of what you don’t achieve because you care too much about their feelings and comments etc. In the end, depression sucks me in and nothing they can help but blame you for caring too much. Except those who did care, a little is too good for me, at least they do (my grandma/grandpa), encouraging me back to the almighty, praising me, and acknowledging my little achievements.

So my first step was going alone at Kartzone. I invited others but they’re not available and I remember my teacher’s message on her Facebook wall, “If they’re not going, go yourself.” It really helped me a lot. She didn’t know I am secretly following her advises. She also shared that “if it’s not going to kill you, then do it.” But we had a caregiving training that time. I kinda applied it in other stuffs hehe.

When it’s your first time, it’s really helpful to have Google maps with you, since it will guide you and the taxi driver to that new place. Smiling and being friendly to staffs isn’t going to kill you, in return you will be helped and you will feel welcomed.

I had 8 laps, it was awesome. Had to get used to the vehicle because it’s a little hard to turn left and right, my neck hurts at first so I had to adjust. It was so hot but it was so worth it. I was alone racing with myself trying to go fast and slow, no need to worry, I can’t lose, but I gained some confidence and achievement that day.

#2 Achieved

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP : https://amazon.com/roselynmina; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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