The act of restoration

When I was younger, whenever I hated someone or anything natural to others, I would try to change it. It’s so sad that I always ended up not following my personal goals because I forced myself to change others. I care too much and it goes to waste because it didn’t matter to them.

If I had regrets in the past, it’s trying to insist myself and fighting for what I think is right for others instead of doing what is right for me. It was the most tiring attitude I had that I managed to handle a bit. I cared too much about what others will gossip about that has to do with me. I would end up changing the other person which is always wrong.

Sometimes, you just have to accept that you’re with the wrong person. I kept on repeating this in most of my post here since it’s very important to your personal goals too. If you don’t like someone, stay away from them, ignore them, block them, find something you really want. If they kept on bothering you, asked them to be quiet. If they can’t be quiet then send them away. If you can’t send them away, then leave.. find what you really want and the people you really want to surround yourself with.

In my case, I think I had fought too much wanting to change people that I cared for their own sake that I ended up spending my time trying to change them. Sometimes, I changed them into someone they weren’t meant to be because I thought it’s good for them. In return, I attracted people wanting to change me into someone I am not meant to be.

Someone told me, “you changed me, I’m so angry with my self now, don’t change.” I didn’t get it at first, I finally did. The reason why I couldn’t be happier before is only one, “I care too much. I thought I know it all.” It’s true that “too much is dangerous to your health.” In the end, you’ll end up being sad. So inorder to restore others, you must restore what you have changed back to where it was. The best person to start with, is you! You were once careless, who doesn’t care about what others think.

You were once the happiest, free from worries and anxieties until false stories were told. With that fear of losing control in mind, suddenly, you changed yourself into someone you aren’t, based on what you have heard. To restore yourself back, you must unlearned what you know that are false. If you can’t decide which one is right, follow your self. Most of the time you’re right.

It happened to me, many times already. I kept on asking the wrong questions based on my doubts not based on what I truly believe. Sometimes, all you need is a confirmation. Believe in yourself not in what you know, because sometimes what you know is wrong. Your brain can be hypnotized but truth cannot be changed. So if you’re undecided right now, ask yourself, “What do you really want? Without your knowledge.”

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP :; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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