Sometimes, urgency knocks on our doors and we get caught up by doubts and frustrations just because we can’t decide if we will go, halt or freeze.
When I was young, I wasn’t taught how to listen and follow my instincts. Instead, I learned how to stop everything and follow what I think was right. Most of the time, disasters happened.
Now that I’m adulting, I am seeing the BIG Picture and slowly became patient and not too pushy with my wants. Instead, I am providing my personal needs by listening to my inner voice.
Sometimes, we have this desire to really get things done my way, but nature just wants me to do this thing first, trust that you’ll be back on time. Maybe because, I have had fears of losing the chance so I’ll have to push myself now, prioritize this now even if there is something more urgent than my thing.
Then now I learned how to be patient coz like storms and other calamities, there’s nothing we can do to stop it just to do things now even if it’s not right. Timing is very important. Be patient with your self and listen to your needs instead. For now, it’s the best we can do.
Urgent needs like, self improvement, self care, self love, self acceptance, self healing, self helping. Allowing yourself to be with you when you needed it the most is our first step to self love. Do it now so that when your time has come, you’d be able to present yourself to the crowd, perfectly.
Disasters happened when we’re not yet ready or when there’s some grudges or unfinished business that we still have to deal with, to heal, to release and to let go in silence. It’s okay, it’s understandable, living beings really have to poo. If you’re stopping it, you’re wasting time and you’re losing your chances..
Wait, be patient while you keep on improving your everything. A strong foundation builds strong bonds. Do the things you have control with and then comes back when it’s your turn to shine.