Big things are scary, it always will be; yet behind that feeling is a big dream waiting for you; all you have to do is take that first step, be there and be present. Easy pissy, but the thought of change is overwhelming and yet it’s the only way to move forward.
Yes, I was lucky and always will be; and I can still feel the guilt of always being given what my heart truly desires. It must be my mother who spoiled me, and yet instead of being thankful and grateful, I feel guilty for being chosen.
They could have chosen someone else, but they chose me; and I feel responsible for all the good things that I chose to do, in return. Maybe I have grown up and have reached my ability to take responsibility of my own gifts. They saw something in me, I know I have but I don’t believe.
So now, just believe in what you already know; and keep an open mind for change, because change is the process; trust the process and go through it. You will be transformed; the right people stays, and I’m so sure of that.
I’m always been scared of applying for a company that I want to work with, but I’m was so scared that if I get hired, I may not be able to stay longer; I had full of doubts because I did not know its entirety. I only knew the tip of its greatness.
I think I wasn’t ready, so I applied for another company and got hired. It’s not the role I really wanted but it’s something new, so why not try it. I could have walked in and applied at my dream company after being rejected, but I decided to accept the other offer.
I spent years dreaming…
I thought it was the last company I’m going to work with because of my beliefs about it, but something happened that woke me up and gave me courage to finally walk-in and applied to that other company I have always wanted to be a part of.
I really believed that dreams do come true. So if you’re not yet where you’re supposed to be, if you’re still acting right now and not being your true self, start becoming one. It’s the only way to attract your deepest hearts desire. The real you will come out and suddenly you’re being surrounded by the real people without mask on.
Well, do it only if you want to pursue something real, because real people cannot be messed up. You will attract real, golden, the best. So are you ready? Being ready doesn’t mean, you already know everything.
Being ready means, being your true self; accepting change, unlearning and learning something new. Letting go of the past, forgiving and of course acceptance of something new. Now that sounds scary, because it is; but according my CI, if it won’t kill you, do it!
Climbing, Rocks! 